23. CH 22
I told her. I told her my 'secret' but then it happened. We kissed. He soft pink lips left a mark on mine, which I didn't mind. I got butterflies in my stomach and became nervous.
I mean what if it was 'just a kiss'? I didn't want it to be. I liked Tania but now I really like her. Does she like me back? What if she doesn't? That would just ruin our friendship and make it awkward for us both and the only thing that matters to me most in my life is Tania's friendship. I couldn't live without her and if I lost her, what would even be the point of living?
It woke up, all these questions and stuff were stuck in my head all night. I barely got any sleep and then noticed the time. 10:30am. I grabbed my phone and noticed Tania texted me.
"Hey, about last night..." The message said. I was hoping it was about the kiss, saying that she enjoye it as much as me. But it wasn't.
"....when are you doing your audtion?" I was kinda disappointed to be honest but at the same time happy she was interested in my audtion.
"Well I'm doing it on April 11th 2010 and I think I know what song to do" I replied and she instantly answered.
"Wow! You have time to practice! What song are you hoping to do" She really seemed happy for me.
"Isn't She Lovely by Stevie Wonder and I'm dedicating it to...you" I texted back
"Oh! Really? Thanks. Good luck, doubt you'lll need it though" she said
I decided to just come out with it and ask her about the kiss
"Tania..." I started
"Yeah Harry" she replied
"About the kiss last night... Did you enjoy it" I finally texted