The Funny Side of it All

"I guess I'm just so used to either drowning or flying, I'm unsure of anything inbetween" Don't believe what they say It doesn't get better It gets worse and worse Until you feel nothing, numb And you long for that empty pain you once felt. That empty pain you wished away And you take a blade, Hoping, that just maybe you will feel something, anything And you feel that empty pain And it hurts so so much And it gets worse and worse Until you feel nothing And before you've a chance to realise You're stuck in this cycle called depression


1. Prologue

And I laughed a dry laugh as tears fell from my empty eyes

"Oh darling, there's nothing left to save"

"Don't say that, you're so young, you have hope"

He said with that certain condescending pity I heard in each word he spoke nowadays. Why did he have to ruin things, why did he have to come, I just wanted to jump, on my own, I just want to be alone.

"Please get down, think of everyone, think of me, don't be selfish"

Selfish? Selfish?! I'll tell you what's selfish, arrogant. Forcing the empty shell of a lost soul live a life with nothing more than sorrow and darkness, what's selfish is holding me back from happiness, from release, I've no idea what's next, but it can be no worse than the prison I'm living in called Earth. Each day is longer than the previous and I fall asleep hoping I don't awake, I awake and I feel as if I'm waking into a nightmare. Life is no privellage, it's a chore, a never ending plague of darkness and I can't bear any more of it. So how dare someone call me selfish.

"You can't stop me anymore, I want to fly Archie, I'm a bird and you can't keep me caged anymore"

"Just get down, please, things will get better, I'm here for you and we can get some help Grace and we'll take i..."

"Help?! I don't need help, I'm not supposed to be here, I was born this way for a reason, this is how it's all supposed to happen! Why can't you understand, stop keeping me here!!"

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