What if i was normal?

"I was once normal, I swear." The voices filled her head, causing her to do the things she read about, had seen, never wanted to happen to her.
She had been infected by the need for perfection and the pain of not being it.


2. A Treasure of Lies

"Oh Brinley!" Eleanor brought me close, collecting me into a large bear hug. "It's going to be all okay love, i'll help you through this."

"I cant keep lying to him like this!" I spoke sobbing into her shoulder. The concert was 3 days ago, and I hadn't seen Liam since. I just told him El wanted some girl time, another lie. Truth is, I had pulled her away to tell her about my problem.

"You don't have to Brin! You could tell him, or go get help." She wanted so badly for this to go away.

"I can't! I just can't! Promise me El; you wont tell anyone, not even Lou. At least not yet, i'm going to look up some places I can go to get help."


* * * 


"Hi" I yelled as I walked into Liam and I's fllat. 

"My love!" Liam ran down the spiral stair case, embracing me in a warm hug. Even though it had only  been 3 days we missed each other like mad.

"Hello Liam" I smiled and placed his face into my hands, pressing our lips tightly together. We stood there like that for about 2 minutes until I could feel his tongue anxiously asking for entry into my mouth. I hadn't seen him in what felt like forever so I didn't play any games and just let him in. We herd a knock on the door, and pulled apart quickly.

"Who is it?" Liam asked in a sing songy voice. You could easily tell he was happy.

"It's Louis! Now open the damn door" He seemed angry, but when he came in he didn't go for Liam but me. He grabbed my wrist dragging me out of the room. into the back yard.

"What Louis?" I stood there arms crossed knowing what he was going to say.

"Why the hell didn't you tell me! This could kill you Brinley!  You need help." He spoke loudly, but lowed his voice as he continued his sentence. I knew he was right, but I couldn't let Liam know.

"I know Louis, but I can't hurt Liam like that." Tears were fighting with my eyes, and it seemed like they were winning. Louis brought me into a tight hug as he spoke.

"We won't have to tell him Brin, you, me, Harry, Zayn, El, Perrie, and Niall will help you get through this." I smiled into his chest as he rubbed small light circles on my back.

* * *

"Brinley dinners done!" Liam yelled from down stairs. I took a deep breath and headed for the door but was stopped by a large frame.

"Are you ready to do this love?" I smiled and wrapped my arms around his slim waist.

"Thank you again Hazza, this means the world to me. I could never hurt Liam." He just smiled, and led me down stairs.

"There's the princess." Niall smiled while Liam walked up to me.

"That would be my princess Niall." I smiled as Liam pecked my cheek.

* * *

"Dinner was great babe." I spoke as I wiped my mouth and got up to head to the bathroom. It was routine for me, so when I got there and Zayn was sitting in front of the door I was surprised. "Zayn move please." I spoke in my sweetest voice, knowing he wouldn't.

"Nope, not gonna happen Brinley." I smiled and walked away heading for the backyard, knowing there was a secret place I had used before.

"Not happening sweetheart sorry." I was stopped by Hazza, who led me back into the kitchen where a large bowl of ice cream awaited. I knew the battle to get rid of this sickness had started, and I didn't like it one bit.

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