Niall has been seeing Rose for a few weeks now. They've just gone out on simple dates and they aren't officially dating but I know it's bound to happen.
She seems nice, from what I've heard. I haven't met her yet. The guys have and they really seem to like her.
I'm happy for Niall. I really am. All I want is his happiness, I just feel like I could've been the one to make him happy.
But maybe we're just meant to be friends, as long as I'm in his life I'll be fine.
I probably don't even have romantic feelings for him, I'm probably just giving in to everything Dani, El and Perrie have been saying. After all, I didn't even like Niall as anything more than a best friend a few weeks ago.
I don't know how my feelings for him have grown so much in such a short amount of time. I don't love him, well I love him as a friend but not more than that. There was a time when I thought he had a crush on me, I gues he's gotten over that. Talk about role reversal.
I've gotten really close to Eleanor and Perrie, it's really nice having a group if girl friends. I've gotten close to all the lads too, aside from Liam. I still think he's an asshole.
Zayn is probably the guy I've gotten closest to aside from Niall. I've been hanging out with Zayn and Perrie quite a bit because I wrote a novel revolving around weddings at one point so I did loads of research on the subject and they're trying to get me to help them with their big day.
I got an invitation to the wedding which is rather surprising. I haven't known them long and I'm already invited.
Perrie's maid of honour is Jade, a girl from her band Little Mix. I love Little Mix. I met them once and it was a dream come true.
The other three members are bridesmaids and Eleanor is a bridesmaid, Dani isn't because Liam is a groomsman and they thought it would be awkward.
I know I shouldn't hate him as much as I do but Dani is like a sister to me and he broke her, even if she won't admit it. It's not like he found someone better either, Sophia is a bitch and I'm not the first person to think that.
I need to stop thinking about them, Danielle wants me to stop worrying myself over her ex boyfriend but I just can't help it. I want the best for her and I know that Liam is good for her. I should help her find a new guy to just fool around with for a bit as a sort of rebound guy. I'll also enlist the guys to help Liam to realise how wrong Sophia is for him.
We can all go to a club!
"Dani!" I say as Danielle walks over to the bar where I'm currently seated. I told Zayn and Perrie about my plan and they suggested to the rest of the of the guys, their girlfriends and Little Mix that they all go to a club to hang out. They won't know that Dani and I will be there until they see us.
I'm going to find a guy for Dani to make out with, Liam will see, get jealous, realise how wrong Sophia is for him and dump the bitch.
"Hey Lí! I'm so happy we get to spend some time with just the two of us," Danielle says as she pulls me in for a hug. I didn't exactly tell her my plan either, I didn't even tell Niall. I've been kinda drifting apart from Niall.
He's been trying to talk to me but with Rose it's difficult, he's always busy and I really need to figure out my feelings for him.
"Let's find you a guy! You haven't hooked up with anyone in a whole and if you really want to get over Liam you need to," I say as I pull away from the hug.
"I don't want just a hook up though, I want a real relationship," she sighs.
"I know you do. You don't need to go all the way with a guy, just make out a little bit," I reason with her.
"Fine. But only if he's hot," she says with a smirk.
"But you have to make out with a guy too. I know you're realising your feelings for Niall but he's with Rose now so you need to find someone else for the time being," she says putting her hand on my shoulder. I nod in agreement.
"We should start drinking," I say getting a few previously order shots from the bar counter.
"To us!" Dani says raising her shot.
"To us!" I say laughing before we both chug our shots.
Zayn and Perrie suggested that we all go out clubbing tonight.
I agreed to go because I thought it would be a good change to introduce Rose to everyone.
I really like her. She's the first girl I've actually pictured myself with since Líadan. Líadan will always be my best friend but it's pretty obvious she'll never have feelings for me so I need to move on.
I know she'll probably get a boyfriend soon because she's absolutely obsessed with English accents so I need to spend as much time with Rose as possible before Líadan gets a boyfriend so that it'll hurt less when she does.
The more I like Rose, the less I'll like Líadan, at least that's what I'm hoping for. The thought of her with another guy kills me but I need to get over it.
She's had boyfriends before, I guess it just hurt less when I wasn't around her that much.
Since I got famous we've Skyped and texted loads but not being around her I thought I was losing my feelings for her, boy was a wrong.
We've been at the club for about five minutes now, Perrie and Zayn keep looking around like they're waiting for someone, it's weird.
Rose just got here, she's so beautiful. Since I've been getting to know her I've learned a lot.
She's an amazing artist, she's obsessed with her eyes and Ireland. She's been a Directioner since the beginning and she has kind of a big ego.
I like her self confidence, it's very different from Líadan. Rose knows when she's good at things and even if she's not really that great at something she'll say that she is whereas Líadan never thinks she's good at anything, except writing, she admired she was a good writer when she published her first book.
"So Rose, how long have you and Niall known each other?" Eleanor asks snapping me out of my thoughts.
They start to make small conversation but I stop listening when I spot Harry across the room making out with some girl.
I hope it's not just a one night stand because Harry could use a real relationship, the two pull apart and I'm left speechless.
Harry was snogging Líadan.
A/N: Sorry it took me a while to update! I'm not good with updating. This is a really sloppy, short chapter and apologise for that. I knew what I wanted to happen I just couldn't figure out how to write it. For future reference if you want me to update please pressure me to do so or I probably won't be motivated enough. Thank you for reading! Commenting would mean the world to me.