No More Of You

'When you fall in love, it's like floating on water but, when he/she breaks your heart it's like drowning. What's even worst is when the person you love the most, the person you spent everyday with, the person you seen on they're best day and they're worst… just leaves you. When God decides it's time for them to go, it's nothing you can do about it but, remember all the times you guys had together.' "I'm lost without him, I can't find myself anymore. It's like I'm stuck in my own body," I chocked. She nodded. pity was clearly written all over her face. Cally Evelyn was just the average girl, she was very beautiful and was happy all the time but, when her boyfriend passes away she just loses it. She is sad all the time and theres nothing anyone can do for her. When she starts to claim that she see her boyfriends spirit… people thought she went crazy but, in reality he wants her to move on.


2. Ch.2

I stared at the wall like it was the most fascinating thing in this whole world. At this moment it was. I could barely think, can barely live without him. I don't know what to do anymore sense he is gone forever. 

       I turned my iPod on and clicked shuffle, hoping that this would get my mind off of Cole. 
                     'What would I do without your smart mouth?' All of me by John Legend. That is not exactly the song I should be listening to at a time like this but, I guess it will have to do.
                   'Drawing me in, and you kicking me out
                   You've got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down
                   What's going on in that beautiful mind
                   I'm on your magical mystery ride
                   And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright
                   My head's under water
                   But I'm breathing fine
                   You're crazy and I'm out of my mind'

                    I do feel like I'm under water but, Im still breathing and I have no idea why. 


"Cally!" I heard a familiar voice screamed pounding on the door. "Let me in."  I just continued staring at the wall like I couldn't here her. "You got to get ready for the funeral Cally."

        I couldn't hold it in no more as I heard the word funeral and broke down. I gasped, holding my hand tight against my mouth. My blonde friend finally opened the door… even though it was unlocked the whole time. 

       "Oh, Cally, sweetie," She sat down beside me patting my back. 
       "What did I do to lose him forever Darcy? Who did this to him? Who?" I asked chocking on my own tears. 


"Today we are here in loving memory of Cole Jones," the preacher stated. 

      I was wearing a black dress trying not to cry. Actually, I couldn't cry. I had so much pain bundled up inside me that I just can't cry. "Before we line up to say a last good bye to Cole, I would like to ask if anyone wants to come up here and share a memory you and Cole had together," The preacher announced.

     The older lady I knew beside me was practically pushing me to go up there but, I didn't want to break down as much as I try, I don't want to break down. 

     "Cally go, this would be good for you," Darcy said on the other side of me.

      "Go, sweet heart," I turned to look over at Gracie. Gracie is a older woman in like her 60's but, she was always happy. She was happy even at funerals, she knew God was going to give them a new home in heaven. Of course, I know that too but, this feeling towards Cole won't just go away.  Someone or maybe even more then one person murdered him and the thought scared me. 

      I knew it would make Gracie and Darcy happy so I made my way to the front of the church with shaky hands.

     "Um, I don't know where to start" I stated. 

     "Wherever you want," The preacher told me.

      "Cole was my boyfriend and most of you already know that but, the ones that don't, I want to explain just how much love we shared. When me and him just met, we did this stupid science project together. I honestly don't remember much, but, I knew we couldn't be together one second without blowing something up… literally." I chuckled at the memory of blowing that stupid science project up. "Cole love to laugh all the time, he always smiled and it wasn't hard to love his smile cause, he always had those cute dimples," I smiled. Everyone else seemed to smile too. "Then we became friends ever sense then and well, he didn't exactly ask me out normally," I chuckled.
I sat in the cafeteria talking to Darcy giggling when suddenly the whole cafeteria fell silent. He sat right beside me one knee on the floor like he was about to propose. "Cally, I'm only 16, I can't afford a ring and Im to young, but, one day I want to marry you. So, for right now do you want to be my girlfriend?" 

************************************End Of Flashback******************************
Everyone awed at that memory "But, now he was supposed to be a 18 year old boy… he died young he was practically just a kid. It wasn't supposed to end like this. I wasn't supposed to come home turned the news on and find out the love of my life has been thrown in a lake," I said crying. 

    The preacher patted my back calming me down a little bit.

Saying goodbye to him was even harder doing that speech. Now I was driving home. I know I shouldn't be driving  in a state like this but, honestly I just wanted to be left alone. I wanted to get in my apartment without anyone bothering me or talking to me, not even my parents.

    I know theres going to be a storm its not hard to figure out. I just want to get home before the storm starts but, no such luck whatsoever. 

     I turned the radio up tapping my fingers against the steering well. Listening to Katy Perry would help me, right? Well, at this moment it was. 

     What shocked me the most is there was a teenage boy sitting on the side of the road in the pouring rain. I got out hoping he wasn't lost or anything.

     "Hey you" He didn't turn around. I walked up to him and tapped on his shoulder. A tingling feeling went through my arm and I tried to shake away the feeling… that only happened when I touched Cole. 
      He turned around and I couldn't believe my eyes.

      I only had one question going through my brain…how?

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