*A week later*
Don't worry Lou! You'll do great!" i chimmed. he shook his head. "i don't think i can do this. Especially after my break up with Eleanor" he said. He tensed up. It just breaks my heart to even think about that day.
"Louis! come look at this!' i yelled. Louis and i were watching the X Factor. Louis had gone intote kitchen to make some tea. He came running i the living room and jumped on the couch next to me. "What is it?!' he asked. we studied the tv screen. The guy on the small screen said that they we holding auditions to the show this friday, here in doncaster. Louis started freaking out. "oh my god! they're havin auditions here! i've always wanted to join!" He said excitedly. "YOu should audition." i encouraged him. "no i cant. What if im not good?what if they dont like me? what if i dot make it?" he was scared now. "Louis. YOu are good. they will like you. and im a hundred percent sure you'll make it!" i said, answering all his questions. He relaxed and nodded his head. "Okay. I'll do it." He said with relief. "Yay!' i cheered. "I need to call El and tell her." He said, pulling out his phone. ugh. This 'Eleanor' again. "Hello?" I heard the phone say. "Hey El. Guess what?!" "What?" " I'm auditioning for the X Factor!" She didnt scream or even cheer. The line was silent. "Um.. Louis No offence, but i dont think you'll make it." she said. Louis face fell. "What?" "Louis, im not trying to hurt your feeling or anything, but your not that good of a singer." "Well if your no going to suppor me, then we're done!" he yelling into the phone. i jumped. "Louis, please dont be like that. im only speaking the truth.' Eleanor responded. "Oh, i'm sorry. maybe you didnt hear me clearly. I beleive i said that WE'RE DONE!" i was really getting scared. "Ok. if thats what you want, the thats what you'll get!" The line went dead. Tears flowed down Louis cheeks.It hurt to se him like this. "Lou, I now its hard, but-" "You dont know what its like" "I do know Louis. I do. I kno what i feels lke to be rejected and dumped. My own mother didnt even care about me!" i started to tear up as well. He put his arm around me. i cried in his chest. I always feel safe when I'm with him.
*end of flashback*
"Louis, don't think about her. You'll do great" I encouraged him. He relaxed. A man with a small microphone on his ear. "Louis Tomlinson? Your up" he said. "Don't worry Lou." He nodded. "This is it" was the last thing he said before he went out on stage.