13. Diary Entry #1, 2016
I can't ever seem to get a break.
I have a friend.who I tried being there for any time and every time she needed me or a friend but when I needed her she wasn't there unless she wanted to look good to everyone else. I literally gave up everything for her. I gave up the guy I liked to her because I thought he'd be happier with her. But he's not. And I should have stopped them from getting together.
She's been cheating on him with who knows how many boys, one she's been sending NUDES to and just ohmygod I am so enraged. I don't care how bad she hurt me with what she pulled on me, she is going to destroy him. I care for him so much, he's like my brother now though and I'm going to tell him myself because he can handle it best if it's from me.
I swear though, I just want to go to her right now, take her out of her class and literally just beat her senseless. I told her I'd do so if she did this kinda crap when she first started dating him. I'm not, but I want to soooooooo bad.
WHAT A LIFE! -____-