18. denied feelings
I opened his door and he was sitting on his bed with his hands on his face. "Yeah?" I asked softly as I walked into his room. He just looked up at me as I walked In front if him. "Why did you call marry?" I asked curiously. He sighed and left himself fall onto his bed. "Because of you." He spat. "What?" I said sounding kinda hurt. "You had to go be a slut and kiss Harry! Then you make a big scene and leave, then Harry went to go look for you and god knows what you guys did!" He snapped at me. "S-sorry." I stuttered.
He grabbed my wrist and pulled me closer towards him. I felt kinda scared but as he got me closer towards him he hugged me. "Abby your too kind to stay mad at." He chuckled into my neck which his head was resting on. I didn't know what to say so I just stayed quiet. "You know I don't deserve you, right?" He said as he picked up his head and was staring at me.
"And why not?" I said as I realized I was sitting on his lap. I blushed and he saw so I just sat next to him. "Because Im a dumbass and I mess shit up all the time. And you deserve someone better than me." He said mumbled the last part out.
"But I'm still here. So that means I do deserve you and I'm gonna have you." I said as I wrapped my arms around his neck and started to kiss him. He kissed me back but started to smile."what's so funny?" I asked as I separated our lips. "Your so desperate." He said in a cheesy way. "Shut it." I said as I playfully hit his arm.
He got serious again and narrowed his brows "you have to promise me something." He said in a serious tone. I got serious and spoke "yeah." I bit the inside of my lip to think about what his going to say.
"You got to stay away from Harry. Your mine now and he has to know that. Promise me you'll stay away from him." He said as he glared at me. "B-but he's my friend." I said back trying to defended my friendship with Harry. "You can still be his friend but if he touches you or even lays a finger on you I will--" I cut him off as he was gonna finish "okay." I simply said.
Harry's a friend. Nothing more. He's a sweet, caring, charming, friend. I won't deny, I do have feeling for him. But I'm with yahir so I just have to push those feelings away. But for how long can I push them away?