6. My feelings are changing
So ever since I met Chelsea I can't stop thinking about her. She is just so beautiful the moment I saw her I just couldn't help but stare she is one of the most beautiful girls. I mean yeah some of the girls at this school are pretty and they would be happy if I said I would go out with them but I'm just not that kinda person. Something about Chelsea is just different from any other girl I've met, she's just different from the others. Yeah she's best friends with Kheana and they're both very alike in lots of ways but there's something different about her that no other girl has. She makes me smile and laugh every time I'm around her, I feel like I am my old self from 2 months ago. All before the break up with Eleanor I felt like this when I was around Eleanor. At times I wish Eleanor was back in my life but what she did was wrong cheating on me and threatening me was just not right I had to end the relationship before it became even worse. She started having these nightmares and it just changed her. But with Chelsea I don't think Chelsea would ever do that to me she's not the kind of person who would hurt someone, she's never hurt someone but she's been hurt before. I don't know what my feelings are for her really I'm scared to tell her how I feel because I'm not sure if she feels the same way. I think I love her but I don't know if she loves me back. Maybe I'll ask Kate for advice since she's friends with Chelsea. Hey Kate can I ask you for some advice? I asked her. Yeah bro what's up? She said. Well you see I don't know what to do about Chelsea she's so beautiful and every time I'm around her or when I talk to her she makes me feel like my old self again from 2 months ago. I love her but I'm not sure if she feels the same about me. So what do I do about it? I explained to her. Well first off wow I didn't expect you to like her that much already second you just need to come down and relax for a few days in those few days try hanging out and talking to her to get to know her more. Then when it's the right time tell her how you feel and ask her. Kate said. Ok thanx for the advice sis! I said trying to sound excited. Wait one more thing, I'll try to see if she develops feelings for you or not but I'm not telling you if she does or not. Kate said.
I can't believe my brother Louis Tomlinson has a crush on my friend Chelsea Smith!! I'm like going insane right now just thinking about the fact that he does! I mean they're so cute together!! Plus the fact that my brother is becoming the old Louis that I grew up with again. Hopefully Chelsea develops feelings for my brother because it makes him happy and seeing him happy makes me happy. But also she's my friend and I don't wanna be forcing her to like him. But I think she will at one point with the way she acts around him and hangs around more than the other guys.