22. So This Is Love. Or Is It?
As I sat down in a chair I watched as May tried to comfort Bailey. ~I guess she's taking it really hard~ I thought. I mean I always knew Trent had a thing for her even though he didn't know it but Bailey? I never knew she liked him. I watched as May whispered something in baileys ear.
I watched as May's green eyes filled with concern. They are usually bright and happy. Now they're dark and filled with emotion. Her sandy blonde hair in a messy ponytail but she looked like a beautiful mess. It made me want to run over to her and comfort her. It was a feeling I'd never felt before, a deep concern mixed with... With love? No no that's ridiculous I could never like May I mean she's just a friend right?
I started thinking of the time 3 years ago when a guy tried to hit on her and I felt so protective and ran over and said I was her boyfriend, or the time when we were on a camping trip and she fell down a steep hill and I felt so frightened. But those were just things a friend would feel for each other right? I mean I do remember after saying I was her boyfriend I felt like I had won a trophy.
I don't know I have to think about this later I thought shaking my head, as I looked up and heard Trent calling Bailey and all the nurses go rushing in the room. I stood up and went to May and asked "what happened?" "Trent woke up!!" She half screamed that it caused me to jump.
A feeling of happiness swept over me and I yelled " that's great" and squeezed May and spun her around.She looked at me with surprise and I realised what I was doing and let her go. ~ gosh what is wrong with me I thought~ I just got to figure these feelings out "well" she stuttered looking a little dizzy might I add "I guess we just have to wait until they say he can get out of this place" she said looking confused by still joyful
~ what is wrong with me? Now she's gonna think I'm some creep that has a crush on her~ ~ but I don't!~ but I still felt I little bit of doubt like I didn't believe myself. ~ oh great now I'm talking to myself. What am I gonna do?~ I looked down at May as she stood on her tippy toes waving her hand in my face. " Brice, back to earth Brice!" ~ aww she looks so cute~ I thought.