7. the nest morning
i hope naill didn't notice my arm last night the scars are pretty bad at the moment. he is still asleep next to me. i still cant believe that Naill is sleeping next to me. I decided t get up and have a shower to clean myself up.
when i woke up raylegh wasn't anywhere to be seen. but then i herd the shower. all i could think about was how much fun i had spending time with her. but then remembered her arm. i know i thought it was only from skating or something but i decided to google 'cuts on the arm'. all i kept finding was things on self harm. so i decided to look around her room to try and find a razor or siscors or a blade of some sort.
after a while of looking i saw a tin box under her bed. i opened it to find a razor and cloth covered in blood.
about five minutes after i found the box rayleigh came out of the shower and i told her to sit down. she seemed rather cofused. tht is when i shoed her the box. that is wen she went to get up and i stopped her.