Fuck school is so shit today. I'm hating it. All the girls are saying shit about me. I don't know how they found out that's parents moved away and left me behind. It is he'll.
When I got home naill was sitting in the living room and called me over. He asked me if I would go talk to someone about cutting and all my problems. All I said back was no because I will stop and I can talk to you. He didn'tibd and said that would be ok for the time being. But if I feel like that again I will have to go talk to a councillor.
Then I went up to our room grabbed out my sharpest blade and went to my thigh and ripped my skin open and once the bleeding and crying had stopped I went to sleep.
I can't believe that i couldn't convince her to see a councillor maybe she is fine. That is when I herd a noise of the bed upstairs. I went to check on rayleigh. I found her asleep but the box was out and I found the cloth with fresh blood and a bloody blade. So I pulled down the covers and looked at her leg and found fresh cuts on her leg.
All I could think to do was call the boys and tell them to come round to help me out.