He sat up slightly on his elbows “Okay baby” he said still holding my hands. I swallowed, how the hell do I tell my new boyfriend that the guy that I use to be in an on screen relationship with use to force me to have sex with him whenever he wanted. I took a deep breath and looked around the room. I felt a lump in my throat. “It’s okay baby take your time…” he said stroking the backs of my hands. “Uhh ummmmm…. W-w-w-when I…” I swallowed feeling tears coming to my eyes at just the thought of what he used to do “I was uh um rooming with…” I swallowed to try and stop the tears pouring down my face, a few trailed down my cheeks anyway. I brushed them aside hastily. I took a deep breath and started again “When I was rooming with Test…” as soon as I said his name I froze and couldn’t speak. Jeff brushed the tears away that had trailed down my cheeks, he rubbed my arms “It’s okay you don’t have to if it’s upsetting you too much.” He said softly, I shook my head, not telling him this wasn’t an option. “He used to make me do things.” I looked at Jeff, “Things that I didn’t want to do…” I swallowed again. I was such a fool, I should of told someone sooner “He use to force me to do it with him, when I didn’t want too.” I felt the tears start to flow down my face, he brushed them away. “Babe it’s okay, I’ll never do anything to hurt you… Ever. I promise.” He said I nodded “And I understand if you don’t want to do this now.” I shook my head, “I want too…” I said, I wiped away the tears and kissed Jeff, tasting the saltiness of my tears mingling on our lips. I felt more tears roll down my cheeks, Jeff pecked me gently on the lips and he started to do the buttons up on my shirt. I stopped him. I wanted to do this, I wanted to be his. I pushed his hands away and started to undo the buttons that he had done up. I let the shirt swing free and I slipped it off, now completely naked, sitting on Jeff. I bit my lip, I had never felt this exposed to anyone before, I took his hand and placed it on my boob, and he cupped it gently and blushed. I smiled and giggled softly “Are you blushing Jeffy?” I said softly, he started to massage my breast and I moaned. “C-c-c-christ are you sure you want to do this baby?” I nodded and bit my lip. I leant down over him, “Never been surer of anything in my life.” I said kissing him hard on the lips, I giggled again and sucked his lip. “I want to be yours…” I said and sat up on him. He put his hands on my hips and gently rubbed his hands up and down my sides, “Are you?” I said rubbing his abs roughly. He nodded “Uhhhh huh. I wanted you for so long.” He said. I bit my lip and raised my eyebrow at him. I rested my hands on his abs and started to grind gently on him. He gasped a little and I grinded harder, it was driving me crazy, the fabric of his boxers rubbing against me instead of his skin. He moaned softly “Christ…” I stopped and fingered the edge of his boxers I slipped my fingers underneath the waist band and rubbed his skin. He moaned again and I started to grind against him harder than before, I moaned this time and rubbed my hands over his chest. I felt his length coming alive in side his pants, I grinded more “Uh, I need…” I didn’t finish the sentence instead I got off of him and pulled his boxers down and off of his body. I gasped as he was free “Oh Jeffy…” I said getting back on him, not sinking onto him, but still sitting on him, he moaned softly and gasped “Oh Christ… uh move” was all he managed to say, I moved against him, he still wasn’t in me, I gasped as I felt our skin rub together, it made feel all hot and tingly all over. I picked up Jeff’s hands and made him touch me. I was in such a dirty mood, I wanted to be dirty with him, I wanted to be willing to him. He layed with me on top of him touching me for a couple of minutes, I giggled as he pinched my nipples a little. “Ooooohhhh” I moaned, he pushed me off of him and made me lay on the pillow, he got on top of me and started kissing me, I moaned as he kissed down my body all the way down to my exposed female parts, he rubbed my hips and kissed down from my belly button, he kissed the inside of my thighs and I moaned out load, I opened my legs so he could get to me. He looked at me and I nodded he gently slid a finger up me and kissed along my pubic bone. I giggled and arched into him, “Ohhhh Jeffy…” he moaned against my skin, “Uhhhhhhh.” He pulled his finger out and started to place soft kisses over my entrance, I closed my eyes and bit my lip as hard as I could to try and stop myself from moaning.