Yesterday evening me and Selena somehow fell asleep beside each other. The whole day we just sat there, on the bed, staring at nothing. We talked a little but not much.
I guess we thought of the same things. How we are not worth it, how we handle the pain of the bullies we don't know who is. Just about everything.
I really haven't given it all much thoughts and I think it was better if I didn't think too much about it. Now it's just going to be even worst because I have convinced myself that I'm not good enough to be Selena's sister and not good enough to be with Louis.
I sighed and got out of bed. Selena already went to her bathroom so I went to my room and into my bathroom. As I was done in the bathroom I walked out and walked into my closet. Looking through my clothes I found a baby blue sweatshirt with a life quote on it and black skinny jeans. I put on some makeup, covering all my flaws the best it could and put on some jewelry.
Today I'm not going anywhere so I just went to the living room. I sat on the couch and turned on the tv just as Selena came down the stairs.
"You know I'm going to leave for LA soon right?" Selena asked sitting on the couch beside me. I nodded trying not to cry.
"Iwantyoutocomewithme!" Selena said so quickly I didn't understand it. "What?" I asked. She sighed and said it again, this time slower.
"I want you to come with me to LA." She said. What? "Why?" I asked dumbfound. Why would she want me to come with her to LA?
"Because you're my sister. I want you to be a part of my life and my life is in LA. I want to announce you to the world as my sister and be proud of it. That's why I want you to come with me Rebecca. Please will you come with me?" Selena said softly like she actually mean it.
Should I go with her? Should I risk breaking down because of all the hate. I can't be selfish, I have to think about her too and if coming with her is helping her get through all this, I will.
After about 5-10 minutes debating with myself I finally nodded, "Okay Selena I will come with you." She squealed in excitement. "But on one condition!" I said interrupting her squealing fiesta. "We will wait a little with the announcement and keep it low, okay?" She nodded so fast you would think her head would fall off.
"That's amazing! Go pack we are leaving tomorrow morning!" She said smiling big before disappearing up the stairs.
Tomorrow?! I hurried up the stairs too, I ran into my room and began packing all my belongings. Which is a lot might I add.
And that's how I used the rest of my day. At around 10pm I fell asleep exhausted from all the packing. I have to wake up at 6am for our flight at 9am.
By the way if you are wondering about our parents, they are on a "business trip" as they called it. I just think it's to get away from us for a time. I have an idea that they don't really like me. Okay maybe mom likes me a little but dad haven't talked to me since I came her. I'm sure there is some other reason they gave me up.
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