Darkness. It's everything I see. I can't move any part of my body, not even just a fingertip. I was mentally screaming for help as I couldn't open my mouth either. Just when I thought I was alone, somebody started talking.
"We have been here quite a lot recently haven't we?" Selena started, laughed a little. "I'm so sorry, Becca! I've got you in the hospital and into trouble far too many times in the past year and I'm feeling horrible with myself for it." she broke down sobbing. Her fault? It has never been her fault. "I know you can't hear me but you really don't know how much you mean to me. You are like my other half, my better half, that piece of myself I've been missing for god knows how long. It's really breaking me every time I see you in a hospital bed, I wish I could take away all your pain and make it my own, I really do. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry," she sobbed. I would cry and hug her tightly if I could. This is breaking my heart in tiny little pieces.
"Are you okay?" I suddently heard Louis ask. I mentally rolled my eyes at him. Why do never heard people come in? Selena snorted mockingly and got up from a chair.
"I'm perfectly fine," she whispered and I heard a door close. I frowned. Then Louis stated talking.
"Rebecca I'm so sorry, it's all my fault that you're even here. I know you probably can't hear me, but I have to get this off my chest. You mean everything to me. I've been close to losing you so many times I can't count them anymore, and to think that I'm the reason you almost got killed earlier I.. I can't bear the thought of losing you." Is he crying? "I'm sorry I told you about Eleanor, I just thought you deserved to know. I know it's not really any of your business who I'm dating, but you're my best friends, I want there to be no secrets between us." Did he just friendzone me? I can't believe it. I thought he liked me? I feel like crying. I heard a door slam and it made my eyes flutter open. Finally! At first I was blinded by the bright whiteness of my hospital room. My eyes quickly adjusted and I discovered that I was alone.
Where Is everyone? Wasn't Louis just here? A tear left my eye. I sat up the best I could and curled my legs up to my chest. I didn't care it hurt like a thousand needles. I started sobbing my lungs out. I remember what both Selena and Louis had said to me earlier. They thought I couldn't hear them, it hurt me that they couldn't say it to me when I was consious. I can't believe Louis friendzoned me! I really did thought he liked me, or is it just me? I know I like him, I've liked him for a long time now.
Everything I knew about love and crushes I can just throw out of the window. Love is irrelevant, crushes is just a temporary thing. I'll get over it, eventually.