My mind's messed up. I have so many questions left unanswered. Who was that girl from earlier? Why did she look like me? She told me she's my sister, but can I really trust a person I just met, and looks exactly like me? No I didn't think so. But then again, could I possibly have a.. a twin sister? No! No of course I can't! I was always told I was an only child, then I have to be one, right? Well I've never met my biological parents, but the orphanage always told me I was an only child so I have to believe them! Right? I mean I've known them my whole life why wouldn't I believe them? I sighed.
I sat up in the white, uncomfortable bed just as the nurse from earlier popped into the room.
"Wow there darling not so fast," she said in her little nice voice. She rushed over to me and instructed for me to lay down again.
"But I don't wanna lay down! I want to know what the hell is going on!" I exclaimed. The nurse flinched a bit of my sudden outburst, but quickly found her cool.
"Sweetly you will know soon enough, but as for now you have to get some rest." She's just not letting go.
"Get off of me! Get lost! No!" I don't know what happened but I just panicked. A doctor came in and the nurse held me still. "No! Let go of me! Help me! Somebody help me! Help me.." My screams faded as I dozed off in a peaceful sleep. It wasn't the first time this had happened, and surely not the last on either.
"No Justin! Why can't you just let go?!" I was completely emotionless. What's the point in smiling when you're hurting inside? Except interviews. Even if it's tempting I have to keep up my rep and smile. And if I want to continue my career I have to act my way through this.
"I can't let it go Selena! I know I made a mistake, but everyone makes mistakes Sel! You of all people should know that!"
"Yes I should know. Do you know what the biggest mistake is I've ever made?" I didn't give him time to answer. "Dating you!" I walked up the front porch.
"And what's that suppose to mean?!" He's so oblivious.
"Do you not know anything?! I was trapped and tortured for two weeks by some psychopath! I'm traumatised, and as if that shouldn't be enough my twin sister wake up with amnesia!" I shouted loud and clear making sure to emphasising all the bad. Justin winced by the sound of my cold, judging voice. Before he could even think about saying anything, I had shut the door. Pretty soon I ended up the same way as every other night. Curled up somewhere in my house not hearing anything but my hysterical thoughts and my cries. I don't know if I'm just really paranoia, but I always feel like someone is watching my every move no matter where I'm at.
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