It's been a week since Trey and I were at the doctors, and we should be hearing from them anytime soon. Unfortunately, my parents need to know... Well, not only mine but Trey's as well. First my parents. "Mom? Dad? We need to discuss an important matter." They looked at me with worry in their eyes, seemingly to be thinking of bad news. Although my news isn't something I want to be talking about, it's rather a beautiful thing. Just not for someone my age. "What's the matter sweety?" Mom asked me. I took a deep breath and kept holding Trey's hand, controlling my urge to vomit because of nervousness, swallowing my spit, managing to spit the words out: "I might be pregnant." And see of dead silent in their eyes, their eyes pure glass, solid as gold and beginning to fill with rage. First one to speak, is dad, "Jesus H Christ, I knew we could've found a way to prevent this Diane! We have a 15 year old daughter, who's soul mated boyfriend is 17!" Then mom speaks, "Bob, there was and is nothing we can do. She didn't even get results yet. We can't be assuming things that may even be false. Stuff like this happens all the time, no need to worry hun." I'm at least glad they're going through it better than I thought. I had to walk Trey to the door, hug and kiss him goodnight and go to bed.
I woke up at 10am from my cell phone ringing, I'm eager for results so I hope it's the doctors office. I answer, "Hello?" "Hi, hello.. This is Dr.Barvella calling from the family centre doctors office calling in regards to a test an Olivia Munroe took a week ago. Is this Ms.Munroe?" She asked. "Yes, I'm really eager for my results." I managed to chuckle, and so did Dr.Barvella. "I can only imagine, I apologize but you and your boyfriend will have to come into my office for your results. You can come today at 4pm." She said. "Okay, I'll be there. Thanks doctor." And I ended the call.
I called Trey and told him to pick me up at 3:30pm so we'll get to the doctors in time for our results. I feel like I want to have this baby, if it is a baby and not just symptoms. Symptoms? What if all that is? What if Trey doesn't live long enough for us to have kids together or even get married and he dies long before then? Can a person have more than one soul mate? I don't want anybody except Trey.. My one and only.
We arrived to the doctors clinic 10 minutes before our scheduled time, and I feel really anxious. They call us in 5 minutes before our time and we have to wait for almost 20 minutes. "Olivia, I'm here for you. Please tell me what you're thinking?" I thought for a moment, what am I thinking? Thinking about thinking? Thinking about Trey's cancer, this might be not baby, cancer? Life, death? All this and all I can say is, "Nothing, everything's fine." But when I look into his eyes, I can tell he knows I'm not fine.
Dr. Barvella came into the room with her file folder that held out test results.. Do I even want to know? 50% of me is wanting to be pregnant, the other 50% hates the thought of having a child with Trey and then him dying and the kid will never know their dad... The guy I need in my life, forever and now I know it won't be forever anymore. "Hello Olivia, how are you feeling?" Dr. Barvella asks me. "I'm fine, thank you." I say nodding my head at her and holding Trey's hand tighter and tighter. "Are you both ready to hear the results?" She asked. Trey and I nod our heads I sync without saying a word. "Well, congrats.. You're going to be parents." She said smirking. Dr. Barvella got up and started leaving the room when she said, "I wish you goo luck, and I hope I see you soon for your first checkup."
I didn't say a word to Trey all the way back home, I just stared at the results saying, "Olivia Munroe - 15 - female - 17 weeks pregnant." I'm not old enough for a baby, and neither is Trey. Just when I was about to say anything, I noticed I was home. That makes me happy, it's nearly 7pm and I need to sleep. Trey walked me to the door and before I could go in, he started to say, "Olivia, remember that I love you and I'm here for as long as I can to be with you and now I have a reason to stay. We're going to have a family and our child needs parents... Parents that are giving up their teenage lives for them and I'm ready to be serious and well.." He kneeled down on one knee and laughed, I couldn't help but smile at what an idiot he can be sometimes. "Olivia, babe.. I don't know how to do this but I'm trying and I hope you'll try too, because I love you and it'll be worth it all in the end. I love you, will you marry me?"