It's been a few days since me and Trey have bonded ourselves for life, with the thing you do when you're in love. Dad says it's just lust, but lust doesn't last as long and is just pointless. Trish tells me I should be careful now that me and Trey are serious. "Trish, we'll be fine.. I don't think it's even possible to get pregnant the first time anyways." I explained to her. She looked at me like I was crazy. "Olivia! Are you stupid or something? Did you even protect yourself?!" I can't even believe this.. "Would it be bad if I didn't?" I asked concerned. "Yes!" She yelled.
This could be a really bad thing, why don't they teach you sex ed in school? Do they think we're suppose to Google everything? I need to call Trey ASAP. I ran home to call Trey on the landline, and he picks up. "Hey gorgeous." I can hear his grin. "Trey, we need to talk." I felt his smile drop. "Okay, lay it on me. What's wrong?" He asked. "Did you know I can get pregnant the first time without protection?" He didn't reply for about 30 seconds until he said, "Yes, but what are really the chances right?" I can't believe he did this. "Trey, I actually cannot believe you right now." And I hung up the phone. I don't want anything to do with him right now. I'm so pissed off at him, I called Trish and told her I was going to her house for the night.
I ran over to Trish's house and I need a drink. Thank god for her parents not being home, we borrowed some liquor from their liquor cabinet and drank an entire bottle of pure vodka. If we'd ever get caught that would be the end of us. Especially if Trey knew what I did, even knowing I could end up pregnant. I don't care at this point, I'm buzzed and ready to sleep before I get sick.
Waking up to a pounding headache is never pleasurable but down a couple of Advil and you're ready to shine again. We has slept in and I got home later than what I was suppose to. "You're grounded." Is what I hear again. I don't even try to argue, I just go to my room to read a book or two, well because I'm grounded. That part doesn't really bother me that much anymore anyway, at least I'm getting alone time every once in a while and that's suppose to good for you right? To be alone sometimes? Whatever.
It ended up being 2 weeks of being grounded, I've had lots of time to think and I think I forgive Trey, but I shouldn't. He hasn't even apologized to me yet. Until I ran into him at school by accident. I kind of been avoiding him because I needed thinking time for myself. "Olivia, can we please talk about this? Or are you going to keep avoiding me?" He's upset, he's trying to hide it but I can always tell when he's not happy. I sigh, "Okay." "Okay, you're suppose to know I love you and you're so important to me it hurts sometimes. I didn't mean to upset you but I feel terrible about it. And I'm sorry, please forgive me. It won't ever happen again." He begged. I pretended to think about it for about a minute when I already knew I'd forgive him. "I forgive you." I said smiling. He pulled me in for a hug and kiss on the cheek.
I've been thinking about Trey's hug all day, and all I can think about is that his hug didn't feel right... Something's wrong and I just need to know what.