Trey got back in town today, on our 3 month anniversary. I get to see him tomorrow for our own little Christmas with each other, I haven't seen him in a week. Today's my chill out day, so I decided to bake some cookies, to give to Trey's parents. They tell me all the time how lucky Trey is to have me as a girlfriend, but really I'm the lucky one for him to be my boyfriend. They say they want us to grow old together and have kids and get married. I wasn't sure I wanted all of that, but maybe he can change my mind about marriage and kids. Someday I might want a family, when you love someone enough you'll do just about anything for them.
"Yum, smells delicious. Chocolate chip?" I turn to look who's talking to me, "Oh, hey mom. And uhm yeah, chocolate chip. I'm baking them for Trey's parents. I'm going to see them tomorrow." Mom just nodded her head, while stealing a cookie. "Olivia, are you sure you and Trey aren't moving too fast? I like Trey, but I don't want to see you hurt." She can be ridiculous sometimes, "Yes, I'm sure. We're not moving too fast, we've been together 3 months and I'm in love with him." Once again she nodded her head, and got up and left the kitchen.
Since I had nothing else to do, I decided to go to my room and do a little google research. I need to know more about what me and Trey will do in a few days, I need to prepare myself. I type in "losing virginity" in the search box and got some crazy information on how it hurts the first time for some people and when we do it, I shouldn't be on my period. I'm a little nervous, but we'll be fine. I log off my computer and go downstairs to catch the phone ringing. I pick up the phone, "Hello?" There was a pause, "Hey, sorry about that. I have a day for that thing." It's Trey, and He means thing? Oh, thing! "Really? When?" I ask. "New Years Eve, it's perfectly romantic." I love it, and I tell him exactly that. "Great, see you then. I love you." Hearing that never gets old. I hang up the phone and put the cookies in containers and put them in the fridge until tomorrow.
Trey calling and making plans with me, makes me the happiest girl alive. I go to bed singing my favourite song, Dust in the Wind by Kansas with a big smile on my face thinking about how if perfect existed, that's what my feelings would be.