After sulking with Lou for about an hour or so. He had enough. "Come on Taylor. It's Saturday. Get your arse up. We're going out." He pulled me up. "Where are we going?" I asked. "The pub on 5th street. Come on." I looked down at my clothes. If he's forcing me to go might as well go clean and presentable? "Let me at least change." I gestured to my p.j.'s. "Hurry." He said.
I walked in my room and looked through my clothes. Erm. I grabbed black jeans and a black and white striped sweatshirt that hung loose off my shoulder. "Isn't it early to go to the pub?" I asked. It was only after 3. "It's fine. You ready?" He asked. I took off the rubber band that was holding up my hair in a messy bun. It fell loosely. I loved my hair. It always looked great. Even if I didn't brush it.
I scrunched it a little. "Done." I said and walked out my bedroom. "We're gonna invite the guys." He pulled me out the door and down the hall towards the other apartment. I never thought I'd say this. But I don't wanna hang with Liam and Harry. Maybe because Niall is there? I don't know. He walked in without knocking. "Guys are you ready?" He called out.
This arse had it planned! "Ready." 2 British voices called out. Harry walked out with black jeans and a white t shirt with a black blazer on. Liam had black jeans and a fancy white shirt. Maybe Niall isn't gonna come. "Where's Niall?" Louis asked. "Here." That stupid Irish accent filled the room. Ugh! I turned on my feet and walked out the apartment room.
I walked down the stairs and out the front door. I stood there in the cold. Zayn stopped by in his motorcycle with Perrie behind him. "Hey guys." I smiled. "Hey Tay." Perrie said and Zayn nodded at me. Perrie is the sweetest girl you can meet. I coo over their relationship. It's to damn cute! It's like a cat with a kitten. I'm not good at comparing.
"Going to the pub too?" I asked. I wouldn't be surprised it they all knew. She nodded eagerly. "Of course! I feel like dancing tonight and kicking it with the guys." She squealed and hopped off the motorcycle to give me a hug. I hugged her back. "Yeah no kidding. But I'm only 17 will they let me in?" I asked. "Yeah they don't care how old you are." She shrugged. Easy for her to say. She's only 18.
The boys came out of the building. "Hey Tay. Why did you storm off like that?" Liam, being his protective self, asked. "Felt claustrophobic." I shrugged and faked a smile. "You're lying and that's a fake smile." Harry pointed out. Curse him. How? Why? Ugh. "Let's just go." I trailed off. "We're all going in my car." Louis said. Since he's the only one with a big car. I hopped in the back hoping I'm alone. Which thankfully I am.
Niall sits up front with Louis. Harry and Liam sit in the second row of seats. "Taylor. Why are you all the way back there?" Liam asked. I just ignored him. Some times I feel like moving out of the apartment and separating myself a little from the boys. They may be my best mates. But they tend to get clingy. "We're here." They called out. I snapped out of my thoughts and waited for them to pile out of the car.
Liam put the seat down and helped me out. I walked into the pub not waiting for anybody. My phone vibrated in my pocket. The guys are here. Who would be texting me? I took out my phone and checked the screen. 'From: mom' great. It's like she just wants to continue driving my damn life to hell. I opened the text.
Hey whore. The state thinks I'm not checking up on you enough to get money off you. So I'm going to England for the weekend. Devon is going too. I hope you have your damn apartment. See you in 3 weeks. Bye slut.
That's my mom for you. Always trying to find different ways to get money off me from the state. Devon? That's the asshole that took my virginity. I can't do this. Out of all the guys my mom has ever gotten with. Devon was the worst. I bit my lip and went straight to the bar. "Sir can I have something strong?" I asked. It was an old man in his mid 40's. He nodded and got a small cup and filled it up.
I downed down the foreign liquid and groaned as it burned my throat. Everything was going fine before Niall showed up reminding me of my past and my mom texting me bringing back my past. It's like god hates me some times. "Another one?" I asked the bar tender. Perrie was right they don't care here. He filled up the cup and handed it to me. I downed it quickly without thinking. "Do you have anything stronger?" I asked. The bar tender nodded and walked away. "Taylor what the hell." I heard Liam snap behind me.
I felt some one turn me around. Harry. They were all surrounding me. I just wanted to less loose! I'm not gonna get drunk off my ass. "Here you go miss." The bar tender came back. I ignored the boys and turned around to get my cup. Zayn took it away from me. "Whiskey. Really?" He asked in disbelief as he smelled the liquid. "You know sir. Your giving liquor to an underage girl. You can go to jail." Liam barked at the poor man.
Do they have to do this to me? I shook my head and hopped off the stool and walked away from them. Devon. The damn arse that drugged me off my ass and made me do stuff that I never thought of. I felt some one turn me around. I met up with piercing blue eyes. "You ok Taylor?" The Irish voice filled with concern asked. I shook my head. "I know we got off on the wrong foot this morning. I'm sorry." He apologized. I nodded and hugged him. I'm just so emotional right now.
I'm not even on my period. "Wanna tell me what's wrong?" He asked. I shook my head. I pulled away. "Nobody should know this." I smiled small at him. I looked behind him and saw Liam Louis and Harry watching us. I walked up to Liam and pulled him aside. "You're gonna talk now?" He asked. A little mad if you ask me. "Li. My moms coming over in 3 weeks. She's brining her boyfriend." I bit my lip to stop myself from crying.
Liam knows exactly who I'm talking about. "Shit Taylor. Why didn't you say anything?" He asked. I shrugged. "She just texted me. I'm sorry Li." I hugged him tightly. "He isn't gonna hurt you ok?" He tried reassuring. But knowing my mom and Devon. They're not gonna be able to stop them. I nodded though. "I think I owe Harry an apology" I grimaced. He nodded.
I kinda may have stepped on Harry in an accident. I walked up to him and looked down at my feet. "I'm sorry Haz. About today. I've been so emotional lately." I apologized. He lifted my chin with his thumb. "It's fine love." He reassured me. I hugged him. Out of all the guys. Harry gives the best hugs; hands down. He kissed the top of my head. "Go have fun Taylor. You deserve it." He told me. I felt a tap on my shoulder and I turned around. "Don't I get a hug too? It's not fair on Liam Harry and Niall get one." Louis pouted. I chuckled.
I turned around and hugged him. How can I live without these boys? They're just amazing. Louis pulled me out on the dance floor and started dancing with me trying to get me to feel better. With Louis. Of course it's gonna work. He's funny and very bright. He knows exactly how to get a girl to laugh and forget her problems. I feel bad that Louis nor Harry know about my past. I have a feeling it's gonna come out sooner or later.