"Everything will be alright." I whispered to him as I pecked his forehead.
Ok , for while now I've had a tiny crush on Lou and I don't know what to do! I sometimes force myself to like girls so they won't suspect a thing but when ever I'm with Lou .. I just black out.
I cradled Lou in my grip while humming in his ear...that's until I heard someone clear their throat.
That's when reality hit me. I quickly pushed Lou onto the floor and decreased my blue polo shirt.
"Ew , Lou , what the hell!" I shrieked while making a face. I looked at Zayn and Harry to see if they bought it , and Zayn just chuckled while Harry glared at me.
He stood up from the ground and wiped the dirt off of his bum. He stared into my eyes which were full of confusion and disappointment.
"Guys I'm heading home."he sighed.
"Do you want me to drive you home Lou ?" I offered which he hastily declind.
"Actually , I'd prefer if Hazza drove me home tonight."he smiled at the curly haired boy.
I shrugged it off,"fine by me."but inside I felt my blood boiling and my heartbreaking in two.
The two lads left the basement , but before they did Harry gave Avalon a quick hug and left with Louis while leaving me here with Zayn , Summer , Avalon and Tamica.
"Um , I guess I'll be heading home as well. See ya on Monday Nialler." I gave him a nod .
"Guys , can you go check up on Lauren and Rox while I have a quick convo with Niall?" Summer chuckled.
They all nodded and headed upstairs.
"Ok , come here." I immediately broke down crying in her grip.
"It's fine Niall , let it all out." She whispered while gently rubbing my back.
"I-I can't t-take it a-anymore Sum."I sobbed.
"It's ok , I understand Ni."
"W-what ? A-are you lesbian ?" I asked.
"Oh god no !" She chuckled.
"I mean Bryan , he's gay. I'm just his cover up." She sighed.
"B-but that's t-the thing ! I d-don't know if I'm g-gay or not ! I-I might h-have a t-tiny crush on l-lou , b-but I a-also like girls !" I cried.
"Ni , you're not gay." She chuckled.
"I'm not ?" I asked in confusion.
"No. You're Bi." She said
"Bi? As in , B-bisexual?" She nodded while I sighed in relief.
"Why so happy Niall." She giggled.
"I'm just really grateful I'm not fully gay. At least I still get to like girls." I smiled.
"Yeah , but Niall it's gonna be extremely hard since you like girls and boys." I nodded in agreement.
I immediately sunk back down in the beanbag and out of summers grip.
"I'm in a love triangle Sum!" I buried my face in my hands while taking in a huge sigh. She grabbed a blue beanbag , which was used by Harry earlier , and plopped down next to me.
"I like Louis , but I also like Tamica." I sighed.
"So you like both of them." She asked. I just gave her a look.
"No duh , but , it just feels as if I belong with Louis."
"Then , how about tomorrow morning I'll pick you up and take you to Louis' house and you'll express you're feeling to him , and if it doesn't workout or he doesn't feel the same way then I'll set you up with Tam." She smiled which I gladly sent back.
"That might work , I mean all of us are Bisexual-"
"Wait , all , of you are Bi?" She asked.
"Yup! Except for Zayn , he has a long-term relationship with a girl named Perrie." She nodded.
"Anyway, so get some rest for tomorrow!" She chirped. I engulfed her in a big hug.
"Thanks sum!" I whispered softly in her ear.
"Anything for you Ni." She whispered back.
"Calm down Lou! I think you should get some rest."
"C-calm down? Y-you want me to calm down?" He laughed dryly.
"Don't worry! I'll c-calm down." He ran off towards the kitchen which made me follow.
He turned to face me, but he had a certain item in his hand-oh shit.
"Lou, you don't have to do this!" I panicked while becoming teary-eyed.
"Y-yes I do! I w-would do all of y-you guys a favor." He cried while slowly placing the item near his throat.
"Lou, please don't do t-this. I-I l-love you." I cried.
"Y-you don't love me. Not even ... Niall." He whispered the last part which made a tear slip from his glossy eye.
"I l-love you Lou ... You're my BooBear. And who cares what Niall thinks! His just a b-blond bastard who takes people for g-granted."
"Well I c-care what Niall thinks! I l-love him...but I l-love you to."he whisper/yelled.
"Lou, just p-put the knife d-down and I'll t-take you upstairs."he chuckled.
"W-why? T-there's no point." He slowly moved the knife across his throat, but before he could make any scar I made it just in time and took the knife away from him and threw it on the top shelf.
I picked him up bridal style and carried him upstairs."everything will be fine Lou." I whispered in a shaking Louis ear.
I entered his room and layed us down gently on his bed. I pulled the duvet over our bodies and wrapped my arms over his waist.
"Harry." He whispered.
"I'm sorry, I don't mean to scare you like that." He whimpered.
"Lou, it's fine. I understand what you're going through."
"Yes, I'm also Inlove with two people." I sighed.
"Well, who are those two people?"
"Avalon and you."
"M-me? Oh, haz well, I'm sorry but I don't feel the same way." I nodded.
"It's fine, I understand."he sat up and faced me.
"Are you sure you're ok? Cause I don't want you causing suicidal too!" He chuckled.
"I'm fine really! I guess, that means, I should ask Avalon out then." He nodded in agreement.
"And, haz, I'm also in a love triangle." He sighed.
"Really? With who?"
"Niall."I said blankly while staring at the other end of the room as I also sat up.
"Yeah, how did you know?" He chuckled.
"No, Niall."I said, pointing at a blonde boy in the middle of lou' bedroom with tears streaming down his face.
Sorry for the crappy chapter again. I've just been so busy writing other stories on wattpad and on here as well.
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