Opening the drawer to reveal a small sharp blade with blood stained on it.
I began to wonder about how the boys would feel without me. I came to a conclusion.
My heart thrived for Gemma and I was giving it what it needed.
I took the small blade within my hand and sliced my tender skin.
My blood was dripping down my arm to the floor.
Before I stopped I sliced again in the right spot.
I could feel my body stop functioning completely as I fell to the floor I heard a knock at my door.
My eyes fluttered shut and I was in my infinite sleep.
My soul was rising to the heavens and to be reunited with my love, Gemma.
The note would soon be discovered and my body would now be in peace.
No more deciding who to pick and who to love.
No may the world live without another soul.
Luke wasn't answering his door, I lifted up the mat to find his spare key.
I unlocked the door and searched through his flat for him.
I opened his bedroom door to find a small piece of paper on the floor.
The note read:
"As of now my soul is with my love, Gem.
A nameless none infinite love story yet to burn away to the pits of death. I can not say how sorry I am to be leaving you all. My heart thrived for her and it got what it wanted. Bye my dear friends and Ariana. "
My heart shattered, I noticed his bathroom light on and I knew what was to come.
I pulled the cracked door open, to find a motionless Luke laying in a pile of blood.
I called an ambulance, and I sat in his bed wondering why I couldn't have saved him.
To you my dearest Luke:
"A nameless infinity has not yet been heard of, but how about a goodbye. To you my friend. My heart shattered and so did my mind. We will be seeing each other very soon. I guess my heart thrived for you and it's gonna get what it wants. "
Nothing can be resolved in an endless death but the thriving of your loved can put an end on your living soul.
Goodbye world, hello Mazz.