The sound of thunder filled the silent room. The flashes of lightening letting you see the other person next to you.
Luke and I have been laying here since last night.
No talking has been involved and my heart is pounding faster and faster.
I got up and went to the kitchen, I made both of us a cup of coffee.
Luke came up behind me and hugged me, he walked off with his cup and didn't say a word.
"Stop it." I said
"Stop what?" Luke asked
"Just stop deciding pick her, just do it." I begged
"I can't. Okay?"Luke said
"Why not?" I questioned
"Every time I kiss you I don't feel Gemma anymore, the only time I feel her is when I hug you. I maybe falling in love with you, but I'm not sure anymore. If we fight I'm afraid I will kill both of you. I want both of you but I can't have both. I sound selfish as hell right now. Im sorry my heart is messed up. I really am sorry." He said
I dropped my coffee and walked to him
I grabbed his neck and pulled him close enough to me so I could kiss him.
He pulled away and looked at me
"Your heart isn't messed up, its as beautiful as you and I love both of you." I said
"I love you as well." He said.
Luke and I headed to the park just to get fresh air no phones just us.
I knew he couldn't clear his head from all of this but he tried his best.
I kept hearing Gemma talk and talk
"Don't stop, kept letting him love you. Don't fight with each other. We are closer to the end now Ari. Closer to my peace." Gemma said
Luke poked me
"What?" I said
"You seem out of it, is it her?" He said
The fact that he can't even say her name sometimes makes me worried.
"Yeah she was talking." I replied
He nodded his head and laid back down
I didn't want to leave this precious boy but if I had to I would. I wanted to protect him through everything. Gemma wanted to have peace and rest in it as well.
I laid next to Luke and starred at the sky, I could see Gemma smile from up there.