I'm not sure what is happening in my life anymore.
I feel like a death magnet right now.
Gemma was in a place where she could finally be free from me and I knew she was happy.
She was my soul, a girl who brightened up my days with a single smile or a simple laugh.
For now I must forget about Ariana
I wasn't really sure how to prepare for all of this.
My world seemed darker without Gemma and I wasn't prepared to let her go.
Perfection had lost its meaning.
My demon inside of me was aching to be pleased and it was tempting
I had a mission and it was in need to be complete.
Goodbye my world and die happily.
(to be continued....)