6. Layers Of Hell
I have trouble with skies crashing and burning inside of me, I feel an ocean of you drowning me Thoughts of you pulling my joints apart and laughing over my broken heart. I want to be the strongest and the tallest, with a heavy heart that cant be touched. I am a drowning, out of touch, girl with no sense of humanity, and this hell of trying to reach anything is taking the life out of me I know you want me to be okay, well atleast you like to say that when youre drunk, and the pretty girl doesnt answer you. I know I am a second choice girl, a borrow alcohol from girl, a used up and washed out girl. I am different layers of hell, and my skin burns you and you hate my lips and my eyes that search your face for emotions. I am every idea of hell you have, and I know you dream of my burning body and my tombstone. I know you hate my talk of feelings and my love for you. I know I am hell to ignore, but well you are hell to love.