" Open up, please, Melinda!" Niall said while banging on the door. I had another razor in my hand. I started to cry.
" LET US IN!" I heard the boys scream. I held the razor to my neck, but held it there. Do I really want to try to take my life again? I fell in love, I have friends, I have family. They care. I sat there not sure what to do. I still had the razor to my neck as my mind was battling its self. They don't care! My family is dead and I want to see them! No, I have family here! Niall, Louis, Zayn, Liam, and Harry. Plus, my parents, biological or adoptive, won't want me to do this! They would want me to live my life! I finally threw the razor on the ground and fell to the floor.
" Please, Melinda, don't! We care about you, and I wouldn't be able to live with my self if you weren't here! Please, open up!" Niall said on the other side of the door. I sniffled. If I open the door, will they judge me? I am confused. I crawled to the door and unlocked it. The boys came running in and Niall hugged me. I cried into his shoulder as Harry grabbed the razor and put it up. The boys came and hugged me to.
" Please don't ever do that again!" Louis said.
" I won't," I said through tears. I'm not sure if I can keep my promise, but I will try. We all sat there for a while until Niall helped me up and took me to the living room and sat down beside me and wrapped his arms around my shoulder. I put my head on his shoulder. Zayn went to get ready, he only had five minutes, Louis, Harry, and Liam sat down beside me and we watched toy story. " I'm sorry," I say quietly to Niall.
" Its alright, just please don't scare me again!" he said. I nodded and gave him a shy smile. He smiled back and kissed me, then looked back to the tv screen. I almost killed my self and he saved me again! Like my guardian angel. I turned my attention back to the screen and watched it. Why does Liam love toy story so much? Finally it ended and it was around 9. Niall pulled me upstairs and put me in bed and laid down beside me.
" Because I am scared that you try it again tonight," he said.
" That's sweet! When I was in there, I was telling my self you all cared. Now I know I wasn't wrong. I love you!" I said. I don't regret saying it.
" I love you too!" he said and kissed me. " You scared the living day lights out of me!"
" I promise not to do it again," I said. I soon fell asleep with my head on his chest and was curled in a ball. I am glad I wasn't wrong. They really do care.
Sorry for late update! Was caught up with my sisters school plays, my books, practice, and other things. Sorry again!