It's 5am. I'm awake and ready for my training. I used to be a boxer when i was younger. It was my passion. But my parents never approved. So they told me to quit & sadly i did. But today's the day i don't care. I don't care what My mom thinks. I don't care what my dad thinks. And most importantly i don't care what Zayn thinks. I just needa let it all go. Last night i couldn't sleep at all. I thought about it a little more until i realized that i wasn't inlove with Zayn. I was inlove with the bad stuff about him it kinda reminded me about boxing my one & only true passion. Truth is i never liked all that girly fashion stuff. My mom does though. These past 2 years i'be going around as someone i never actually was. I lied to everyone. Even myself. I kinda started to believe it. But i've had enough. I can't wait to go back to boxing. I got ready. Some boy shorts & a sport bra & some other materials i had in my closet. I checked the time 5:49am. Good timing. I texted Niall.
To Niall : i quit. Take care Niall i hope to see you one day. 😏 Just know i love you and wish you the best. Your one of the greatest friends anybody could have. I'll miss you. xx Take care of the band. ❤️ Tell them i love them too. These past days i've grown to love them in there own way. Oh & btw i'm sorry if this woke you up. 😔 i'm sure it didn't 😉 Nothing wakes you up. 😂💘 See you soon. X
- Zoe xx ❤️
He didn't respond but i figured it was 5 in the morning so he probably wouldn't. I headed out the door and got into my car and drove to the Gym. Today was a new beginning. My new beginning. And this time i wasn't gonna let it slip away.