She's Not Afraid

Vanessa Tomlinson isn't your average "goody-goody". She likes to have fun, go to parties, and get wild. But there's one thing she's always been afraid of.. Love. Once she meets Zayn at a tattoo shop, she finds him very attractive and bad ass. When they start hanging out, she starts to feel something she's never felt before. Will the two become more than just friends and if they do, will her Vanessa's older brother Louis approve?
∞ A Zayn fan fiction ∞


7. Chapter 5 ♥️

( Vanessa's P.O.V )

I just couldn't. Kissing him would probably give me butterflies. And butterflies lead to feelings. And feelings lead to love. And love.. I'm afraid of. I promised myself that I would never ever ever get myself into all of the stuff again after what 'he' did to me..

With Zayn an inch away from my lips, I decided to back away. He seemed shocked, because his eyes looked huge all of a sudden.

"I'm sorry Zayn.. I just.. I can't." My head was pounding, but my drunkness began to fade away.

All of a sudden, Zayns fist was flying towards the wall. He broke it through the wall fiercely, leaving me in total disbelief.

( Zayn's P.O.V )

Being rejected made me so mad.. So mad that I ended up shoving my fist into the clubs wall.

"Oh my god Zayn! Why the fuck did you do that?!" Vanessa screamed while the club went silent.

"Just leave me the fuck alone!!" I ran outside of the now silent and confused club full of people.

I wanted to kiss her.. But she backed away.. And that just bothered the shit out of me. Never in my life has a girl denied me.. And Vanessa was the first one to. It made me furious, because it makes me look dumb and desperate.

I needed to clear my mind, I just couldn't be near Vanessa right now.

( Vanessa's P.O.V )

Zayn had walked out of the club super pissed, and I was still so confused. I had did nothing but back away from him.. That's all.

Everyone inside of the club had their eyes glued to mine and I was so embarrassed. I just ran out of the club, acting like I was running after Zayn who could be anywhere by now.

But in reality.. I wasn't really going after Zayn, He might just kill me or punch a hole through me like he did to the wall.

I was outside of the club, and I decided to take my heels off. Even though I was barefoot, I decided to take a walk.

There was a park that was about 2 minutes away from the club, so I started to walk towards it. Finding a bench, I put my heels on it and sat down. Grabbing the hair elastic off my wrist, I put my curly hair up into a ponytail. And out of nowhere.. I started to cry.

Sorry this was a bit short.. This chapter and the next one are going to be really short but only because they lead to something.. So yeah! I'll try to update the next short chapter tomorrow, to make up for them both being so small. Love ya lots. xx, Myaa*-:

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