When I woke up, all I saw was white. Was I in heaven? Oh hell to the no! I can'y be in heaven, what about Niall. I know that I may seem a bit selfish in a way, but i needed him and i think he needed me. I just hope that if I am in heaven, I can make the choice to live or die. I at least wanted to say goodbye to everyone once more and end on a possible good note. is that too much to ask for?
Cathryn has been in the hospital for a few hours, no broken bones thank goodness! She started to flinch and tears came out of her eyes as she squeezed my hand. She opened her eyes and seemed scared and confused. She looked a bit paler than normal due to her little bit of color loss. You could still see her expression change though. The rest of the boys and Perrie haven't come to visit or apologize for the accident that they caused to happen to the love of my life. I'm falling hard for Cathryn, and if she's gone, then I'm gone. The other three girls from Little Mix, Jade Leigh-Ann, and Jesy have come to visit and they brought flowers and a f=get well soon card for the tragic accident. At least now I know who Cathryn and I's real friends are. there was a knock on the hospital bedroom door so i carefully released my hand from Cathryn's grip just as she fell back a sleep. I opened the door t see Liam and Uncle Si standing in the hallway. They looked tired and upset. "What do you want?" I snapped impatiently waiting for my Princess to be released. "We're here to see Cathryn and speak to you." Liam snapped back sternly. "Well sorry, we're not taking visitors!" I said. "Security! take these two away and don't let anyone else visit without checking with me or Cathryn." I Said. "Okay." the security guard said. "thanks!" "Really Niall, can't we just talk about this like real men?" Uncle Simon said. "Nope sorry, I'm sorta busy right now, come again later maybe." I said about to close the door. "Oh yeah, and unless Cathryn get's better before the Midnight Memories tour, I'm quitting the band or taking a break. Also, unless you, Zayn, Harry, Louis, and Perrie apologize to Cathryn and mean it sincerely, I'm not talking to you mates ever again." I finished. "Whatever, we don't need you and your ugly ungrateful Irish self in our band. It should just be British boys, not 4 Brits and an Irish fellow!" Liam said. "Enough you two!" Simon said. "Please take the now." I said to the guard. i thanked him and tipped him and he left with both Liam and Simon on both of his shoulders.
I waked back over to where Cathryn was laying. I laid down next to her wrapping my arms around her waist in the process and I fell asleep. When i woke up, she was giggling and trying to tickle me. "Wake up Ni, I can go home now!" she said. i leaned in and kissed her. i signed her release papers and we headed home.
"By the way, the boys and Perrie are moving out of the house. The house is under my name so i kicked them out. Perrie claims she hates Tommy and is leaving him to you, but all the other horses including Cole, Ruby, Tulip, Jamieson, so on, will be placed at her ranch just south about an hour from the mall." Niall spoke. "Oh ok," I said in a small voice. "Wonder how Perrie will manage actually taking car of her horses for once." i said quietly. Niall laughed and i giggled. He grabbed my hand and kissed it. When we got home, the boys rooms were empty, Perrie's room was empty and a note was left on the kitchen table.
Niall and Cathryn,
The boys and I have decided to leave. Tommy has paper work filled out and is now your horse, he was $30,000 but that's my apology gift to you, not. The girls from Little Mix will be over when you get home, just call me so I can tell them. Liam and Uncle Si made an agreement with the rest of the boys and have decided to kick Niall, a.k.a. your ugly Irish boyfriend, out of the band because he is truly an outcast. You(the slut) and Niall(the manwhore) have been uninvited to Zayn and I's wedding. Believe me, that was the easiest decision I've ever made. Don't bother showing up to my bachelorette party either, only my Maid of Honor, Jade, and my Bridesmaids, Jesy, Leigh-Ann, and Zayn's little sisters, can come. Hope you have a horrible life, I'm glad you fell off that horse.
I began to cry, on the back it just had half of a picture of me and Perrie from our last trail ride together. "Princess? What's wrong?" Niall said, his voice full of concern. I shoved the note in his face and ran to my bedroom, Niall following. "Come here darlin'" Niall said. I cried into his chest, and as he read the note I could feel the tears that were streaming down his face. "Baby, I'm so sorry that this ever happened to you, you get enough hate as it is for being my girlfriend and I'm sorry for that." Niall said. "It's ok, as long as I have you, I'm happy. Nothing can make me happier than you and Tenny do." I said as Niall wiped my tears and then his.
"Niall," I said, my voice trailing on. "It-It's T-Tommy, I-I th-think that P-Perrie abused h-him. Call Scott, NOW!" I yelled not meaning to. "I'm on it!" Niall said running to call our vet Scott on the phone that is located in the tackroom. Tenny and Aries looked shooken up and Tommy wouldn't let me touch him. "He's on his way now. he should be here at any minute. He's just down the street!" Niall said wrapping his arms around my waist and pulling me ito a hug. "O-o-okay." I said through the tears as Scottpulled out. He ran o Niall and I, Niall almost in tears. I wiped mine as Scott began asking questions. "Welcome home and I'm sorry to hear about the accident. Now can you please tell me what happened." Scott said. "Tanks and I honestly don't know, Tenny and Aries look horribly shooken up and Tommy, he won't eve let me go near him, let alone feed him." i said beginning the waterworks once again. "Where's Perrie." "At her ranch shepacked up and left with the other boys and eft Tommy in my care. He has whip marks on him." I said scared. "Ok, I'll tranquilize him for now, after I'm done here, I'll go to Perrie's and ask her."
Scott came back about an hour later with bad news. "Cathryn, I'm so sorry, but Perrie admitted to abuse and can't go to jail because she's 'Little Miss Famous'." Scott said the second he saw Niall and i walk out of the tack room and up to him. "She also said she cut Aries left nostril with a pair of scissors and broke his jaw, we need to take him and do surgery, and if all goes well we can save him, but if not, there is a slight chance that he may have to get put down. And as for Tenny, she didn't say anything other than that she put him on the cross-ties and made him watch and almost hit him before she rode off on the horse she rode in on named Cole because she saw your car pulling up." Scott finally finished. "Okay, thank you, I'll work with Tenny if i can." I said with tears streaming down my face. "How about I give you my friends card," Scott offered. "It's her job to work with horses, her name is Kelsey, here's her card, I'll let her know when i see her next. She takes real good care of all of the horses she works with. If you want, I can call her now and see if she has any room for Tenny at her barn, and Tommy to to help him, if so I'll save you the time and go to Hudson myself, you'll just have to retrieve them when she's finished." Scott finished. "Ok, we're up for it, right Niall?" I said. he nodded. "Alright it's all settled then, let me just call Kelsey and make sure she's got the room and time on her schedule to see Tenny and Tommy." "Great, thanks Scott, for everything, just let me know when to pick them up along with Aries, I think he'll need healing, too." I said. "Okay, excuse me a second as i call her." Scott came back a minute or to later, tranquilized Tenny and Aries then led them into the trailer that was attached to his vet truck. I put Tommy, who was a little bit calmer but still really very shooken up to be honest, and put him in the trailer last and behind Tenny. "Thanks again Scott." Niall and i said and waved as he pulled out of our U-Shaped driveway and onto the street. "Anytime, especially for you two lovebirds." Scott said and smiled and waved back. Niall and I walked back inside, we both took showers and headed off to bed. "I can not honestly understand what gave Perrie the right to abuse MY horses! Like what the hell. Boy am i going to teach her a lesson." I calmly said as Niall walked back into our bedroom. We cuddled up and Niall whispered into my ear. "It's alright darlin' I'll take care of it, don't worry, I've aready called my lawyers." i smiled and turnd around so i was now facing Niall. "Thank you." I said as he kissed my nose. I laid my head on his chest as he rested his chin on the crown of my head. I love you baby girl." Niall said. "I love you too Nialler." "Princess," "Yeah? " I said blinded by the light that Niall had just turned on. "Why'd you turn on the light, it's been a long day and I'm tired." "I just have one question is all." Niall replied. "Ok, ask away." I said yawning and then smiling. "Darlin', how much do you love me?" Niall asked. "Count all of the stars at midnight, and multiply that by infinity and i love you a bejillion, trillion times more than that, why?" I said. "Because..."