It's month, a month how long I knew she was dead. Of course. I still had to cry from time to time, maybe even in awkward situations. But I tried to recover. For her sake. She was my everything and now I lost her. My friends pulled me trough this, even the fans helped supporting even if they didn't know.
"One coffee please." I said as the waitress came to my table. She scrambled something down her blond lock falling for her eyes. She stuck the piece behind her ear and her big blue eyes found mine.
"Niall?" she asked more confused then fangirlish. Also the the tone she used. It was more like she wasn't sure it was me.
"Yeah it's me, would you like an autograph." She scoffed and placed her hands on her hips. Maybe a hater. Still she recognized me, and tried talking to me.
"No, a simple hello how you're doing. would be fine. I guess we haven't seen each other for a long time." She smiled and pushed herself in the chair opposite of mine. Me still being confused.
"Sorry. I can't remember fans from years back." I smiled politely.
"But can't you remember one of your best friends. Well I guess ex-best friends." she rolled her eyes. By now I took her in again. She did look oddly like Annie.
"Yeah you dumbass took you long enough." She hit my arm and chuckled. "I'm really proud of you, you know. I knew you we going to make it. I should have bet." the last part she mumbled to herself which earned a few chuckles from me.
"And how is my little Annie doing now these days?" I questioned the grown adult, well she was really with one word beautiful of course. Couldn't tell someone differently. She looked stunning. Big blue eyes, and blond locks framing her face.
"It's amazing, I have a job here and sometimes I model, but I don't do that quite regularly." She said smiling.
"Well you should. You look stunning." I smiled at the blond haired girl. She giggled and shook her head.
"Thank you Niall. But you don't look bad yourself. I mean you're really hot." we both burst out laughing as the word hot left her mouth.
"Sorry. I guess we don't need to lie." she winked at me and I smiled back at her. The thought she was beautiful just couldn't leave my mind as she turned her head.
"But need to start serving people. My shift ends in a few minutes so if you could wait?" She asked doubt visible in her eyes.
"Yeah I'll wait. Want to go to my place after?" I asked and she giggled.
"So soon. I thought we should head for a date before we do that." We both laughed and she quickly turned around as someone called her name. She went on serving people and I watched her every move.
"So I'm done. Done watching me for today?" She joked. I hadn't even noticed she noticed I was staring at her. But again, she was beautiful. Never can deny that.
"Yes. I guess you're just to beautiful not to look at." I flirted and she rolled her eyes.
"Come on. I still need to see our big popstar's house don't I." She giggled and pushed the door of the cafe open and held it there until I stepped out.
"Alright come on. My car is parked somewhere over there." I said as I headed toward that direction. She followed and I saw her look at me from the corner of my eye.
"How's Carmen doing?" I stopped right in track as those words left her mouth. The look on Annie's face made it clear, she was confused.
"S-she, she's dead." I said and the words broke once again my heart, my life. She was my life. Maybe because Annie was here it meant that I should start again, over again. A new begin.
"Really?" She didn't seem broken or sad, she looked surprised. "but that's not right." she frowned and then I felt the sadness. I hugged her.
"She's in a better place now. Watching over us." I whispered in her hair. Annie didn't cry, but I could feel she was sad.
"You are in love with her aren't you?" she asked and I wanted to nod 'yes' but I shook my head 'no' I wasn't in love with Carmen Midland. I couldn't and I wouldn't.
"Ow, so you're single?" she winked letting the tension leave. We came to an halt and I opened my car door for Annie. She giggled and stepped in.
"You're so rich." she felt my dashboard and I chuckled. I didn't feel rich, but getting theses kind of cars doesn't mean you're poor in anyway.
"I don't see myself like that, but I guess." I chuckled again at Annie's amazed expression. I started the car and drove off to my apartment.
"We're here." I said I opened her door and she stepped out I opened my front door and we walked into my house. As expected Annie was amazed once again.
"This is amazing." she looked around and couldn't get enough of it. I guess seeing it so many times as I live here, you get used to it.
"So.." she turned around to me and walked me to the kitchen. "You're rich there should be wine." she said and then started looking for the wine.
"Here it is." she finally says and gave me a glass and herself. She smiled and started drinking, I did the same.
"Niall." Annie slurred the words as she clung herself on me. "I can't deny it anymore. I always loved you, I still do. God niallllll sweetie kiss me." her lips quickly were on mine and she pulled me closer.
She started pulling my hair and placed herself on my lap. "God I love you so damn much ann." I said as I pulled her roughly.
"But we're drunk.." I cut her of my slamming my lips on hers again.
"I don't care we're meant to be. we're a couple now." I smirked and kissed my beautiful girlfriend again.
"Couldn't say it differently. I love you so damn much Niall Horan and if the ages we hadn't seen each other weren't there I would have fucked you right here and right now." I smirked my drunken smile and pulled her closer.
"That's my girl."