Death Track

Carmen is in love with her best friend. Which had benefits in her opinion. Because she's sick, she's deadly sick, and this best friend happens to be the reason why she keeps fighting the disease. But when her friend goes to try out for the X-factor, she lost her will to live. Her friend became famous without her knowing, she spends most of her time in the hospital. She keeps living for three years. But when she meets her friend unexpectedly in a hospital, things change. And Carmen can only hope things change for the better. Or will she fall back into the dark black hole that's called love.


11. Chapter 11 Admit It

Carmen's pov

"Thanks Harry." I whispered into his ear. he was like my first friend after I got sick, well new friend. because I think Niall is my friend too. well of course we are, why wouldn't we be. or are this just my thought because I'm scared of losing him.

"No worries, love to do my job." He winked cheekily. I chuckled lightly. I guess what Niall told me was true, he was the flirt. well I see him doing flirt moves on girls, but also because he is just addorble

"Since when is that your job." I asked him and he looked offended, but I rolled my eyes at him. not only a flirt I guess.

"Since you came to me." he said with a serious tone which made me chuckle again.

He pulled me closer, I laid my head on his lap, and looked into his green orbs. Nothing compared to Niall. his blue ones made me feel more, which I wasn't, I wasn't more I would never be.

"Can I sleep with you tonight?" I asked louder then before. Making sure everyone could hear. specially Niall. God what am I thinking. maybe I still have that crush, can't deny I hadn't. Or maybe that was more then just a crush.

"Of course love, you want to share my bed?" he asked and looked at me seriously, but I saw him glancing at Niall from the corner of his eye.

"Okay." I replied, pecking his cheek. he smiled, but I was more shocked with myself. I would never do something like that, even when it's only his cheek. I'm not a spontaneous person, and I guess I'll never be.

He smirked down at me, and stroke my hair. I didn't watch the movie anymore. It was too boring. I know the movie already. not that I told them that, Louis looked so excited when he suggested to watch it.

"You know we could also do something else besides sharing." Harry stopped stroking my hair for a moment. but continued after looking at me intensely.

"I'm going to bed." Niall mumbled and angrily stood up, and marched out of the room. I wonder why he would go all of suddenly. he couldn't be mad, could he. He knew I wouldn't go to bed with a guy after a day knowing them.

"Who kissed me in the closet." I asked, facing Louis. he was the oldest, maybe he would be honest with me.

"We ain't telling dear, but you know one thing for sure.." he said for me to fill and I knew what to fill in.

"It wasn't Harry." of course not, I kissed him. not that I would do that again. he was really nice, but he wasn't the one I was meant to be with. maybe even that person I kissed in the closet was, maybe he wasn't.

"Nope." Harry said popping the p. I rolled my eyes and pouted, but they all shook their heads.

"You can't hide for long." I said as angrily as I could sound, which wasn't that angry. All though I tried.

"Yes we can, and when you find out you will be madly in love with one of us, thinking it is them who gave you the kiss. but in fact it was just someone else." what Louis said made no sense and I think he should know.

"That doesn't even make sense Louis. I wouldn't fall for any of you guys." I scowled and the boys laughed sharing a look.

"So you don't think we're sexy?" Harry chuckled. I pulled up his shirt. to look at his abs, which I loved to be honest. I'm a girl alright. Please let me do my thing for just a second.

"Not a bit." I let his shirt fall down coercing his stomach. His perfectly shaped stomach. Sigh. And made sure to think about his abs one last time. he was hot, couldn't say that to him though.

"Admit it, you want all of me." He smirked. but I shook my head and scowled.

"every thing in my pants." he joked, but I didn't get those comments thrown at my head. it was weird hearing them to be honest.

"HARRY!" I yelled slapping him playfully on his muscular chest. can't deny it ever.

"What. Just admit it and you can have me." I rolled my eyes.

"You're the one who wants me." I shot back

"Yes and I also can't have the most of the women population on earth." he said sarcasticly rolling his eyes..

"You only have to admit it." I smirked playfully, using his earlier comment agaisnt me.

"Fine." he picked me up bridal style, and carried me upstairs. what is he doing? I didn't like being carried.

"What are you doing Harry?" I asked confused, and he stepped up more stairs as he came to the hallway and walked to his room I guess? I saw in one of the rooms the light was on.

"Admitting." he said cheekily.

"What?" I looked into his eyes, not finding any amusement. I heard the boys laugh downstairs. weren't they going to help me or something.

He threw me onto a big king sized bed, and then jumped in after me. He pulled his shirt over his head, showing of his abs again. I stared in awe. couldn't help it.

"Like what you see?" Harry smirked. I rolled my eyes. really he has gotten an echo from all those fans, hasn't he.

"No." I huffed. but inside I was screaming yes of course, come on he is Harry Styles. I don't know how famous they are, but I guess he was the flirt from the group, so you can't blame me.

"Come on you want me." he crawled closer, and was way to close to my face.

"I admitted it, so you can pull your dress off yourself or I will do it myself." he was kidding, right? I could sue him for raping me right, or couldn't I do that because he was a 'famous' popstar.

As he saw I wasn't doing anything. He grabbed me by my waist, and pushed me onto the bed. He zipped the zipper open, reveling my back. He stripped of the dress, showing of my bright pink bra.

"I like it." He licked his lips, and then placed his lips once again on mine. This wasn't the kiss I had in the closet, that one had fire work. but I already knew it wasn't Harry. it could be Zayn, or Liam, or even Louis.

"H-Harry." I stuttered. as pain shot through me, the familiar pain never getting less, never getting easier. Always the hard pain I would feel throughout my body.

"Shhh, it will come alright." He whispered. I bit my lip trying not to scream out in pain. I just simply couldn't scream, I knew it would only cause me more pain.

"Take me to a hospital." I managed to say. but I couldn't muster more words, as the pain took over, demanding to be felt.

"You have to after I'm done with you." I felt my body getting limp, and fell in his arms, but I knew this was my only chance to get him to bring me to a bloody hospital.

"PLEASE." I screamed at the top of my lungs. Tears streaming down. Harry's eyes opened, and the last thing I heard were feet rushing in.

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