Another hotel here we come. I was getting used to traveling now, going on long car and plane rides almost everyday. Yeah, I occasionally get a bit sick of it but you kinda have to get used to it if you're traveling with a band that is touring all over the world. The show wasn't till tomorrow so we went out to do something fun. We decided to go go-carting! "I'm Mario!" Calum laughed. We all raced each other. I was laughing the whole time, we kept bumping into each other, I crashed into the wall a few times, it was great. Michael won most of the races while Ashton was always close behind. After about 3 and a half hours of go-carting we went back to the hotel. They got ready for their show tonight and quickly headed to where they are performing. Sound check was good. There were no issues with anything. The show was amazing as always. Everyone was dancing and having fun. The songs are beautiful and lovely aghh so perfect... standing there in my American appeal underwear. Yeah okay needed to get that out of my system. A little meet and greet thing happens after the show. I took their pictures like I usually do, I carry around tissues for the girls just incase they get overwhelmed and half the packet was used today. The occasional name calling but luckily the guys didn't hear. We went back to the hotel to rest for a bit, we all are tired. Luke and I lied in bed and just talked for a while.
"Hey." I smiled
"Why is Tigger always dirty?" I asked
"I don't know why?"
"Because he always plays with Pooh!! HAHAA I'm sorry." I giggled
"Okay I got one. What do you call a cheese that isn't yours?... Nacho cheese! Badum sss" he laughed
"Wow. That was an amazing joke" I giggled and clapped "I've been thinking. You never gave me that guitar lesson." I smiled "Is that guitar lesson going to happen anytime soon?" I said sitting up
"How about now?" He asked
He got up and grabbed his guitar from across the room and brought it over to the bed. He handed it to me and showed me how to hold it properly. He showed me a few simple chords and showed me where to place my fingers. I could feel his soft gaze following my every movement and I could feel myself blush.
"Why are you staring at me?" I ask.
He pauses before answering and whispers, "Because you're beautiful." He cleared his throat and said "Let's get started."
He showed me how to play a few simple chords by guiding my hands.
"Teach me a song!" I smiled
"Um okay uhh." He said thinking. "Got one. How about 'Kiss Me' by Ed Sheeran
He started to play and sing to the song. It was very cute and hot and jqkrfnnskfks. Yeah. After he finished he handed me the guitar and sat behind me. I sat in between his legs and my back was pressed to his chest. He showed me how to play the first few chords of the song. After a while I started to get better. Every time I made a mistake I laughed at myself. "Okay let's go back to the start and play the whole song." He said. I nodded and started to play. As I played he softly sang the song, it gave me shivers down my back. I could feel his breath on my neck.
I kept messing up so he took over. His arms were around me and his head was looking over my shoulder. "Settle down with me and I'll be your safety, you'll be my lady. I was made to keep your body warm but I'm cold as the wind blows so hold me in your arms oh. My hearts against your chest. Your lips pressed to my neck and I'mfalling for your eyes but they don't know me yet and with feeling I'll forget I'm in love now." He sang softly. "Kiss me like you wanna be loved, wanna be loved, wanna be loved. This feels like falling in love, falling in love. Falling in love." He finished. I would kiss you anywhere at anytime. Why do you have to be so damn cute, sexy, hot, adorable, talented, why? Somebody tell me why. We just sat there for a while not knowing what to do next. He set his guitar to the side and wrapped his arms around my waist. I didn't really know what to do since I've never been in this situation before. My heart started to race and my breathing had quickened, I tried to breath slower and stay calm but I couldn't. He is fucking holding me in his arms and being adorable and I just want to kiss this boy. Oops sorry I'm not a virgin anymore because you accidentally took my virginity while talking me breath away by singing that beautiful song. Thanks Luke. Wow I really need to calm down.
She asked me to teach her some guitar so I got up and grabbed mine from the other side of the room. I showed her how to play a few chords, every time she made a little mistake she would giggle and apologize. It's so cute when she does that. Elle asked me to teach her a song so I chose 'Kiss Me' by the wonderful Ed Sheeran. I thought this song would be romantic and her her to like me more and plus the song is mostly just made up of chords so it would be easier to learn. I sang her the song and did that cliché thing where you wrap your arms around the person and pretend to guide them. I sang to her, held her in my arms and I really want to kiss her but I don't know if I should. Would she let me kiss her? Does she like me? I hope she does cause I really like her. The guys have noticed too and have been teasing me about it. I begged them not to tell Elle about it cause it would be kind of embarrassing if she found out I like her and she didn't feel the same way. Elle tilted her head back and rested it under my chin. She held my hands tightly and kissed gently on my jaw but then pulled back quickly, she looked back down and let go of my hands. "Sorry. I don't know why I did that." She did a little fake laugh. I lifted her chin up and turned it over to face me and kissed her lips. She was shocked at first cause she jumped a bit and then she realized what was happening. She turned around so she was facing me and her legs wrapped around my torso and her arms around my neck while one of my hands were behind her ear and the other around her waist. I can't believe this is happening right now.
It was very quiet, I felt kinda awkward cause no one was talking and we just sat there. I really wanted to kiss this guy for a while now but wasn't sure when or should I. I was kinda scared of what will happen. Will he reject me and be weirded out? I looked at him and just had the urge to do it. I kissed right under his jaw and quickly regretted it. I got embarrassed and quickly turned back. His finger went under my chin to lift it up, he bit his lip and he kissed me. HE KISSED ME. LUKE HEMMINGS LIPS TOUCHED MINE. Fangirl moment. His lips were soft and warm but his lip ring was cold. Im not exactly sure how to do this cause this is my first kiss but i just went along what he was doing. After a while a pulled back and smiled. He kissed my forehead and he had a grin on his face.
"So um I was wondering if you uh like me.. Cause I really like you." He said nervously and scratched the back of his head
"I like you too. I really really like you." I smiled and kissed his cheek.
"Will you go on a date with me?"
"Yes." I giggled
"Great." He smiled and breathed deeply.
"So when will this date be?" I asked
"Well I'm not exactly sure yet but it will be soon." He said
"Wow. A+ planning right there." I said clapping slowly "well it's getting late so we should get ready to go to bed." I smiled and grabbed my pjs.
I ran to the bathroom to quickly changed and brush my teeth. When I stepped out I saw Luke changing out of his clothes. "Okay." I said covering my eyes. I could hear him laugh and walk over. He grabbed my wrists and pulled my hands away from my face "done." He smiled. We got into bed and turned off the lights. My back was facing him and his leg rested over me. His arms extended out and held me by my waist. I lied there trying to fall asleep as fast as I could. I felt Luke moving a bit, he got really close to me and kissed right under my jaw. "Goodnight." He whispered.
Morning came by quickly. I felt like I only had 20 minutes of sleep. Luke is still asleep and I could hear his little snores. I couldn't get out of his hold so I just decided to lie in bed till he wakes up. I grabbed my phone from the night stand and opened the twitter. Twitter is probably one of my favourite apps in my phone. I started reading these 5sos imagines because I saw one in my timeline and went on the girls page to read more. Many of them were very cute and others were for mature audiences. I read this one where Ashton is your boyfriend but he is blind and he was telling you how beautiful you are and not to use the excuse that he is blind and he can't see you. I randomly started crying at that one. I wiped away my tears away with the sleeve of my sweater.
"Are you crying?" Luke asked
"Oh you're up. And I may of may not be crying.." I said "It's really stupid." I laughed
"Tell me." He said
"I was just reading something and it made me cry but I don't really know why I started crying." I said
I handed him my phone and waited for his reaction. He chuckled and handed me my phone back.
"You were crying because of this?" He laughed
"Yeah. Stop laughing!" I smiled nudged him with my elbow
"You're so cute." He whispered and held my hand.
"I got to go check on my mom. I'll be back in a bit." I said grabbing the spare key to her room
I walked down the hallway and unlocked the door. She was in the bathroom so I made her some coffee and placed her meds on the little coffee table. She has not been getting better at all. I've suggested that we could go back home and take her to the doctors but every time she would say she's fine and wants to keep on traveling. Lately she wants to be by herself more so I haven't been with her that often. I wrote her a little note and left her room and started walking back to mine. I opened the door and Luke was still in bed sleeping. I guess he fell right back to sleep when I left. I know he likes his sleep. I had nothing to do so I just pulled up my laptop to finish my homework for the week. I messaged my friends and caught up with them. They were freaking out when I told them about last night but I asked for them to not tell anyone. I'm really excited for the date but I'm also very nervous.
Didn't really know how to end this chapter. Oops. Hope you're enjoying this. Exams are starting. AGHH. Like, comment, and become a fan!
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