13. first letter
"What are you doing?" " I'm leaving home. Harry doesn't want me. He only wants your kid! So I'm done trying. Will you look after me until I find who can look after me forever?" She nodded. I finally had a home.
I walked inside and dropped my bag. I could hear the couch calling my name so I jumped onto it and Marty just chuckled.
"Harry can't know that I'm here" I said to Marty. "Of course I can keep a secret. Have you got all your things?" She asked. "Oh no!" I said slapping myself in the face. "I'll get it for you tomorrow" "No! It's fine. I want to see Louis anyway" she nodded.
I woke up after my deep sleep all through the night. I hate mornings they suck. All you do is get up and have the bright lights come and ruin your perfectly warm position. Plus once your awake you can't go back to sleep.
I hopped in the shower and started to sing, but I didn't sing for very long as my voice sucks. I jumped out of the shower and got myself ready. I picked my black leggings and a blue singlet top that said life as well as my blue vans to match.
"You ready to go Darcy?!" I rand down the stairs and nodded.
I got up and got myself ready for another hard days work and tears. I went into Darcy's room as it has not even been a day and I missed her so much. I sat down on her bed and looked around. After a few seconds I couldn't see because my tears had blurred up my eyes.
I laid down on her bed and found letters on her pillow. There was one for Louis, one for Zayn, one for Niall, one for Liam and one for me.
I starred at my letter for a while contemplating whether to open it or not. Do I just sat there looking at it.
Eventually I had the guts to open it. I figited with the envelope until I finally got it. My letter read:
I am leaving and may never come back. I lost my mother this year and never found my father. So I am going to a place where people will care for me and I will soon have a family. I had a great time with all you guys and you made me more of the person I am today. I will miss you and will never be able to forgive myself for leaving without a proper goodbye. I would never want to barge into anyone's family, so I decided to leave. I had the most fun ever with you guys and you mean a lot to me. If you are on tv wave because I can promise you that I will wave back. Hopefully we meet again one day, when you have had your family with Marty and I've found my new family. I never want to intrude on a family so. I would never do that to you. I will miss you so much Harry. I thought I loved you. But not so much anymore.