So, to start off with, my name is Charlie Lewington, I'm 14 and I go to secondary school. I do get picked on by a couple of bitches/sluts but to be honest, I think they are just jealous of something. Though what that is is a mystery to me! I have also had experience of self harm. Nothing major, don't worry, I can still wear anything I want. I just feel so isolated and alone, I have no confidence at all so at school, I hardly utter a word.
This is usually the part where I bump into Niall or something and he makes my life a happier place forever. (It probably doesn't help that I'm listening to I wish while writing this) Anyhow, I just don't see where I'm going with my life and I just need someone to talk to I guess. I just have this horrible fantasy that I'm going to die alone because my whole life, no one wanted to go near me with a ten foot pole.
I just want someone (male - Niall) to persevere and break my wall of isolation, get to know the real me. Yeah, I just needed to get that off my chest; rant over!