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I shutmy car door and locked it.
''Ryan! Ay!''somebody yelled behind me. I turned around and faced Liam, a member of the soccer team and a friend of mine.
''Hey.''I spoke, my thoughts still on the girl who was probably lying to me. But it didn't change anything. I loved her, and even, if she was lying, my feelings would never change. They would never be able to.
''What's you're first class?''He questioned me, walking besides me as we approached the brick bulding, filled of fake sluts and horny men. Sorry, but that's the truth.
''Physics, you?''I asked him, staring in front of me.
''Math. Ugh, I fall asleep almost every time,''He chuckles, but I don't respond. Cause I don't hear him. Well, I do, but I don't pay attention. My mind is stuck to Lisa and I wonder what's she thinking.
''You okay?''He senses my quitness.
''Yeah, just there's alot of things on my mind right now,''I talk.
''Things like?''he asks, I hear a bit of laughter in his voice.
''Just stuff.''I reply, not wanting to discuss my girlfriend with him. Even talking about her with another male makes my whole body cringe.
''Kay,''He leaves it and goes to talk to his friends.
I can't help but feel guilt wash up me after yesterday. I had to lie to him again, and it made me feel like a total worthless bitch. He had been nothing but amazing to me and now I am lying to him. A week had passed after the first time Jake asked me for money. But he needed more. And I knew I wasn't going to be able to give him much more.
Also, Sarah was supsicious. And I didn't feel the best giving my money to a sort-of-criminal. I had been pushing Ryan away, unable to face the guilt I would have to, if I wanted to see him. I just made excuses, that I was tired, or that I had homework to do. And it tore me up inside. I needed to tell him, but I knew he was going to tell the police.
Kelly was coming over today, and maybe that's what I needed. A bit of girl-talk time.
Once she had entered and had given me a hug, we sat down.
''So, what's going on at school?''I asked.
''Nothing much. Nathan said that Ryan's been weirdly quiet recently. Any reason for that?''She raised a eyebrow at me and I glanced down. Should I tell her, or not? For a fact I knew I had to tell someone.
''Are you two still together?''She then asked, as she didn't get a reply from me.
''Yeah,''I simply answered, my head going crazy in confusion.
''Then what's up? You can tell me anything, you know that, right?''She said, and shot me a warm smile. I smiled back, and I decided to tell her.
I told her everything, and her mouth was wide open after taking all the text I'd shot at her in.
''You have to tell Ryan, Lisa!''She almost yelled.
''I can't.''I replied, the brick of guilt placed on my heart growing even bigger.
''He'd tell the police,''I said, looking at the perfectly tanned body in front of me.
''You do realize you're giving money to a person, who can go to jail, right? You don't know what you're getting yourself into.''She talked, and every word she spoke, was true. But I couldn't let Jake down.
''Yeah, but he helped me so much, and I can't just let him down now,''I exclaimed.
''You have to tell him, Lisa.''
''I know, but I can't. God, I've been pushing him away cause I feel too guilty,''I say and tears threaten to fall from my eyes, but I hold them back.
''You really should tell him,''She said standing up.
I was silent, and she moved towards the door.
''See you,''She said and closed the door, leaving the quietness of the house almost suffocating me.
I opened the front door, and walked in. I wanted to, so badly, go to Lisa's house and hold her, until she tells me. But I knew, she would just make another excuse. A part of me felt betrayed. That she can't tell me what's up , and she doesn't trust me enough for it. Another part of me didn't think about betrayl, just her perfect face with no flaws seen. And her heart. The heart that's mine. And will be. Forever, I hope.
Baby, please. Tell me what's wrong. Tell me what you are hiding from me. You know you can trust me, right? I love you. xxxxxxx
I sigh as I open my text books, starting to do my homework.
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