Arua let out a irritated shriek and within seconds there were 10 shifters and over 15 witches standing next to her. I tensed behind Mate and he quickly pushed me back towards the wall and crouched infront of me.
"Don't kill them....Just bind them together so that they don't escape. I need them" Arua stated and left with Mousata. I growled threateningly and came to stand next to Mate. There was no way that I was going to let him fight alone.
"When this is over, I want the entire truth" Mate whispered and the wolf's attacked. I tried to defend myself but it was useless. There were 37 of them and two of us.
The witches caught hold of me, whereas the shifters caught Mate. As Mate was the Alpha he was stronger than the average shifters. I tried to kick my legs around and tried to fight agains their grip but they were just to strong. I grunted a little as they tied my hands and Mate's hands together.
They turned around and left, and once they were gone, they locked the door after them. I slid closer to Mate and rested my head of his shoulder. I could feel how tense he was and I wish there was something I could do to help.
"What did you mean before? You know when you told her I tortured you?" Mate asked as we sat close to each other, with me resting my head on his shoulder. I pulled away and looked at him slowly. "Well, the main reason as to why I mated was not by you, Arua, Your Mother, confused me with two mates. She....Don't get upset, but she used to make you hit me and abuse me. You used to be with a girl named Nichole and well, to some up the entire pack ill treated me. Thats why I mated with Jaxon, thinking he was my actual mate....and now everything seems to be going wrong" I spoke up with a harsh laugh.
Mate remained quiet besides me, and I turned and looked at him. "It wasn't your fault. You were under a spell." I reminded him softly and he raised his head, he looked at me with so much hurt and pain in his eyes. I leaned forward and pressed a kiss to his cheek as at this moment there was nothing else that I could do.
"I know. But I should have still protected you....You love him? The other guy?" Mate spoke up as he looked at me, waiting for an answer.
"Yes. I'm sorry but he was there. He was able to make me trust again. I just feel like such a bitch at the moment. I hate doing what I did to him. He didn't deserve it." I sighed and pulled away from Mate.
I was feeling guilty, feeling angry with myself. I couldn't be near Mate, at least I couldn't touch him. Jaxon didn't deserve this from me and with out thinking I had let Mate mark me. Just to save him, I had broken my bond wit Jaxon. I knew now that it would be irreversible as Jaxon wasnt my original, real mate, and that even if he did try to bite over Mates mark , he couldn't make me his.
"I am sorry" Mate whisered softly but I didn't answer. I couldn't tell him that it wasn't his fault. I wanted to and I already had, but right now as I thought about Jaxon, I couldn't think of Mate. When had my life got so complicated?
I just wish that I could somehow change the past, erase everything. But I knew that it was impossible. No matter how much I wanted to change the past I couldn't.
I slowly laid myself down, onto one side away from Mate and closed my eyes. I felt tears streaming down my face as I thought about everything. I had never felt so utterly helpless in my life. "Forgive me Jax" I whispered to the thin air, and wiped my tears, but the kept rolling down my face.
Mate didn't comment or speak or even try to come near me as I cried, cried for what I lost, cried for spoiling Jaxon's life, cried for making the wrong decision and lastly I cried for myself, wondering if I deserved what I got.
I stiffened as I heard shouts and screams fill the air suddenly, and knew the fight had started. All I could do was sit here and wait till Jaxon fought for me. For revenge.
"I will always love you Jax"
I growled as I bit and tore the flesh off a witch as she tried to use her magic on me. But nothing worked, I wondered whybut right now I couldn't think about it.
My wolf screamed from within me as I thought of Nat. I didn't know where she was, or should I say her body was. I wish I could just hold her but I knew that wasnt possible. We couldn't. She was dead.
I killed another werewolf as they tried to stop me. I will kill all of them and then I would find Mate and kill him for whatever he had done to Nat.
"Jax, your father is here" Alex's voice rang into my ears and I stopped moving. I turned around abruptly and saw a familiar brown colour of my fathers wolf in the distance.
"What are you doing here?" I growled in his face as his wolf came to stand next to me. "I have come to help"
All of a sudden all the wolf's stopped fighting. They slowly stepped back and I noticed another wolf come in front and stand. He shifted back to his human form and I tried to figure out who he was.
I felt my father stiffen from beside me and he quickly shifted back to his human form.
"It is good you are here. I will kill you" The man called Mousata, growled. I stood there confused as to what was going on. Suddenly, Nat's scent slapped me across the face and I looked around but didn't see her. She had to be alive.
If I could smell her, she had to be alive.