6. Chapter 6
"Aunt na-nancy she shes gone." I cry out "what!" Lexi yelled and took the note out of my hands and started reading it. Aunt nancy was the only one there for me ever sense uncle Fred left me also and know her but she can't leave she can't she has to live she's like my mother I need her i need to tell her my problems she's the only one that hears me out the only one that actually truly cares about me " Mallisa I know it's hard to take all this in but your strong an i know you can be strong enough" Lexi says trying to cheer me up " No I can't I need to see her I have to see her" I say running up to my room and locking the door. I don't want nothing but to see her and if she leaves then I leave with her who needs me here no one I'm basically just a shadow. My parents wouldn't care either I mean they treat me like there slave. Yea no one needs me.
i don't know what to do I feel so alone right now but I have to stay strong she's in a better place she was suffering to much and she wouldn't like me to be weak I have to be strong should I text niall and the guys to see if they can come and maybe get mallisa out of her room and cheer her up maybe Zayn can I guess I will.
Lexi-Niall can you and Zayn plz come to mine and Mallisa's flat we need you guys and mallisa needs zayn I just don't know what to do with her plz. Here's the address (address) 'x'
Niall- be there in five xx
i read the message and put my phone on the coffee table and lay on the couch and think while I wait for them *6 mins later*
there's a knock on the door already knowing who it is. And Niall engulfs me an I huge bear hug. "Umm where's Mallisa?"Zayn awkwardly asks "oh sorry she's up stairs second door to the right." I say letting niall go and Zayn the disappears in the hall.
mi was crying with my headphones in my ears listening to music and then I heard a knock on my door I turned off my music and took my headphones and walked towards the door and opened it and Zayn was standing there i turned around and walked back to my bed and sat on it while zayn closed the door and sat right next to me. " ay mallisa what's wrong" he asked worried and I just looked down at my fingers while playing with them. " nothing" I say simply and then he lefts my chin with his thumb and pointer finger " I know something's wrong." He says looking straight into my deep grey eyes and me into his hazel brown eyes. " mallisa u can trust me don't worry." And then I just burst out crying once again and hold him tight in a hug with him doing the same. "Hey it's okay every thing is going to be alright just calm down." He says trying to calm me "but it just I can't loose that one person who actually cares about me who defends me when my parents try to bring me down I can't loose that person that agrees with me and helps me through every thing the one person who taught me wrong and right I just. I don't want too!" I cry out " hey she's not the only one who cares about you I'm here for you whenever I look at you, you just seem so fragile and I just want to take care of you and keep you safe. Don't ever say no one cares for you because you will always have me no matter what okay?" I smile and nod my head at him and we both lay down on my bed with my head on his chest and his arm around my shoulder.