"Niall, I need your help!"
He lit up as soon as he saw me coming towards him.
"Okay? With what?"
I smiled and pulled him toward the stables. I asked him so no one else could hear us.
"I need help to win Louis's heart."
Niall was startled, and he only stared at me. It was as if he wasn't prepared for that question, and he swallowed.
"You mean ...?"
I smiled and leaned against him.
"I want Louis to realize that he loves me and that he just wants me."
I nodded, but indicated that it wasn't unimportant.
"And? He wants children and he has come up with various suggestions how to have children. I just want to have a child with him and I want him to also want that."
Niall cleared his throat lightly and I saw that he wasn't sure. He leaned against the stall wall and stared at me.
"So we should turn him around not to be gay?"
I nodded and I felt it was a good thought.
"You mean you don't help me?" I got out of me and I wasn't sure. "I thought you wanted to help me?"
Niall hesitated still.
"Emma, I want to help you and I want you to be happy, but he's gay ..."
I was almost angry at Niall and I looked at him coldly.
"Please, just this time?"
He sighed lightly and looked down at the ground.
"And what should I do?"
I smiled weakly and wondered for myself on a solution.
"I don't know, but we'll think of something. Have you any suggestions?"
He quickly shook his head.
"No, I don't know how..." he looked at me and I saw that he didn't directly liked the subject. He watched me closely. "How sure are you that he can fall in love with you?"
I sighed lightly and tried to come up with something.
"I don't know, but he had sex with me twice. He seemed to love my body and he ..."
"Love and sex are two different things." exclaimed Niall directly and cut me off. "I asked how you know if he can fall in love with you?"
I realized I didn't have a good plan or evidence. I felt small again and tried to come up with something.
"I have no solution, but I know I can get him to only love me."
Niall looked at me long time and then he nodded.
"Okay I will help you, but just for your sake. Your husband isn't a person that I like and I hate to see him happy."
I gulped and nodded. I saw at him that he was against the whole plan, but I couldn't ask why.
"So how do I start?"
Niall smiled a little bit.
"Spread a rumour that Harry's having an affair or that he just wants Louis money?"
It was easy to spread a rumour. I chose the employees first and then I managed to bring the rumours on to Louis friends who were gay. I enjoyed the day I heard them (Louis and Harry) arguing in the library and I felt I had the victory in front of me.
I woke up one morning and I heard there was trouble outside my door.
"YOU'RE crazy Lou!" Harry yelled. "How do I have time to ..."
I smiled, I enjoyed and I heard how they talked on with high voices. They had a fight and I heard that Harry ran down the stairs and he was crying. I chose to get out of bed and I opened the door. Louis stood in the hallway with just underwear on, and he looked sad.
"What happened?" I got out of me. Louis snorted and he didn't know if he would answer the question or not.
"Nothing!" he said. "Nothing has happened, but he's so fucking childish."
I smiled inside, but showed a serious face.
"What happened Louis?"
He looked at me and I saw the pain in his eyes.
"Harry is ....!" He paused and looked down at the ground. "I don't know...."
I didn't see Harry that day and Louis stayed in the room. When darkness came, I went up to his door and knocked lightly. I heard movement and then the door opened. I saw a tearful Louis and I instantly felt pain in my heart. I didn't mean that he would be so sad.
"How are you?" I got out of me. Louis let me walk into the room and then he closed the door.
"I don't know?"
I stood in the middle of the floor and watched him closely.
"So what happened today?"
Louis walked over to the bed and lay down under the covers. He crouched and looked at me.
"Harry's maybe not the right one for me?"
Louis sighed deeply.
"He's cheating and I don't know how many people he's been with."
I cheered. I felt joy all the way into my body.
Louis nodded and looked at me for a long time. He then lifted the covers and let me crawl to him. I obeyed him, and I felt how I landed next to him. Louis lowered the blanket and held his arms around me.
"I don't know what I feel and I have no idea about anything." he whispered. "Thank you that you exist."
I enjoyed, I felt our bodies against each other and I loved the feeling that ran through my body.
"I'm here for you." I whispered. "You know I always stay at your side?"
Louis nodded and smiled weakly. He gave me a kiss on the cheek and then laid his head down on the pillow.
"It will pass."
I said nothing more to him and Louis fell slow down asleep. I heard his breathing became deeper and deeper. Then he snored lightly and I felt only happy. I held him, and he had his arms around my body. It was as if my life regained a sense. I was Louis wife and I would take care of him. It didn't matter what Louis, by himself, believed, I knew we belonged together and this was fate.
In the morning I woke up before Louis. I was close to him and I tenderly caressed his chest. I felt his body heat under my hand and I enjoyed. Louis groaned and then opened his eyes.
"Are you awake?"
I smiled and nodded. He then looked at me and smiled weakly.
"So we have to get up?"
I shook my head and smiled at Louis.
"No, no one forcing you to get up!"
He laughed a little bit and ran his hand through his hair.
"You are so very optimistic!"
I lay as close to him as I could. I kissed him lightly on the cheek and smiled big.
"No, but I see reality as it is."
He cleared his throat slightly and closed his eyes again.
"Yes, you happen to come across a problem but you have to learn to get through them."
Louis smiled and he looked at me again. This time he looked at me for long and he seemed to consider my words.
"Emma, I'm glad it was you who became my wife."
I cheered and just wanted to hug him. I saw how he looked at me and it was another glance towards the past.
"I'm also happy." I whispered tenderly. Louis didn't seem to hear my pray'r. Instead, he got away from me and sat up in bed. He pulled both hands through his hair and yawned.
"A new day in other words?"
I ran all the way to Niall and pulled him into an area where no one else was.
"He never kissed me or showed love!" I exclaimed and looked coldly at Niall. "What do I do now when Harry's gone?"
Niall laughed a little bit and he looked amused.
"You have to wait for the right moment. When he's weakest, you must show that you are associated with him."
"And how do I know he's weak?"
"If you hear him cry, or maybe he's just sitting on a chair and staring straight out, then you must know that he's down."
I didn't know what Niall meant, but I understood that I had to be close to Louis all the time.
"Thank you friend!" I got out of me and turned around. I hurried all the way back to the house and I was purposeful.
I was around all the time. Louis sat in his office mid-morning, then he ate food and then he went one round past the barns. He went back to the house and ended up in his office again. I realized that I hadn't a plan.
I knocked on the door and Louis called me in. I opened the door and went into his office.
"Can I be with you?"
Louis looked up from the papers and nodded a little weak.
I walked into the room and closed the door. I had no idea what to say and I didn't know what I would do.
"What are you doing?"
Louis smiled weakly and looked at me completely.
"Work on the farm."
I went up to him and walked around the desk. I stood behind his chair and began to massage his shoulders.
Directly he moaned and leaned back in his chair.
"How did you know I needed a massage?"
I was surprised, but continued to work with my hands.
"I didn't know!"
He laughed a little bit and I felt how he relaxed.
"It's so nice!"
It took a while and then he stood up and looked at me.
"Okay, we need to have fun? Are you coming with me this evening?"
"Okay, but where?"
He giggled and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
"Put on a nice dress and make yourself okay, as you always do you. I'll Meet you down here at the front door at six o'clock."
I nodded and smiled at him.
I showered, I took on the most expensive dress I owned and I chose all the jewellery that made me look good. I made up myself, and finally I was perfect. I was happy with how I looked. The time was five fifty-five when I left the room. I felt the expectations were high and I felt like a princess.