Louis just stared at me. He walked down the stairs and he couldn't let go of me with his eyes. I saw that he liked my choice of dress and he looked at me from the bottom up. He walked up to me, smiled and took my hands in his.
I blushed and had no idea what I would say. I smiled at him and I felt like the luckiest woman on earth.
"Shall we go?" he whispered and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I nodded and swallowed.
Louis took me to the theater. We sat in the best place, in a private area on the balcony with two chairs. I looked down over all the others who had come there and I noted that they curiously peered up at us. Louis was proud and he leaned toward me.
"Romeo and Juliet"
I was startled and looked at him.
Louis laughed a little bit and leaned closer to my ear.
"This is the play's name."
I blushed and smiled at him. Louis looked at me and I felt how mush he enjoyed my company. I realized I had won him and he was my husband.
I hadn't been to the theater in my entire life. It wasn't long until I was completely inside the plot. I saw Romeo and Juliet died and I cried. When the play ended, I sat and sobbed with a napkin on my eyes and I blew me quiet.
"You loved it?" Louis whispered in my ear. I blushed and I nodded at him.
"Yes, it was wonderful."
He took my hand and we sat there until almost everyone had gone away.
"I have to admit something." whispered Louis. I hoped for the best and looked at him. He smiled and looked at my face closely.
"When we got married, when I saw you for the first time, my heart jumped. I regretted that I chose you as a beard. You are so beautiful and you are everything a man could ever dream about."
I swallowed and hoped he meant it as something good. Louis raised his hand and stroked my cheek tenderly.
"If I weren't gay, I would love you more than my own life." he whispered. "I'm so sorry I don't have the right feelings for you."
I cried. I wasn't crying anymore because of the play. I cried to that Louis confessed that he could never love me. He didn't see my tears and he took my hand. We went away from our seats and out of the theater. My attempts to get him hadn't helped and I would never win his heart. I would never make him feel love for me. Louis would never feel the same desire he had for the guys. I was just his friend and he loved me just as a friend.
"I saw that you went away?" said Niall day after and he watched me closely. "Have you got what you wanted?"
I looked at him and shook my head. I felt empty and I looked down at the ground.
"He wont love me. He's gay and you were right."
Niall smiled and walked over to me. He took his arms around my body and hugged me lightly.
"Emma, you will find your place one day."
I sobbed and hid my face against his neck.
"I guess so, but I'm sad that I wont never have the man I love."
Niall pulled his hands over my back and he held me against him.
"There are others out there and maybe it's not supposed to be the two of you?"
Harry came back. Louis realized that the rumour wasn't true and I didn't mind. I knew that Louis would be happy with Harry and I axepterade it. I hugged Harry, we created peace between each other and I let him be a part of Louis's life.
"How do we do for you to get pregnant?" asked Louis one day. He was serious and I saw at him that it was indeed a problem. I saw Harry's eyes on me and how insecure he was.
"We can say that I can't have children." I said and looked at Louis again. "There are many women who can't and we can always adopt a child?"
Louis looked up at me and he almost seemed to buy the idea.
"But your parents wont believe you?"
I laughed a little bit.
"Lou, they're the smallest problem. I don't care if they look down on me, as they have always done that."
He smiled and nodded reassuring.
"I'll talk to the right people and see if we can adopt."
Liam came one day against our door and he knocked. Louis opened the door and I stood behind him in the dark to hear what he wanted.
"Hello sir!" Liam said. "I would like to talk with you and with ma'am."
Louis let him walk inside and Liam smiled when he saw me. Then he stood with his face to Louis.
"I heard that you intend to adopt a child?"
Louis nodded and watched him closely.
"We see it as an opportunity."
Liam smiled and swallowed.
"There's one of your employees who are pregnant. She's fifteen years old and she can't keep an outside marriage child. I've talked to her and she's willing to give you the baby, if she gets a sum of money?"
I must admit that my stomach tingled. Was there a baby on the way which could be our? Louis was quiet and he just stared at Liam. It was as if he didn't understand what Liam had said.
"So she's willing to give us the baby?"
Liam nodded and smiled weakly.
"Her parents aren't fond of her to keep the baby. They are poor and can't afford to take care of a child."
Louis looked at me and his eyes were filled with hope.
"Emma, maybe this is our chance? I can call my lawyer and I can arrange everything around the child? Want to become a mother?"
I felt the tears behind my eyes. I was happy and I nodded.
"It would be a dream!"
She who was pregnant was named Sarah, and she was a slim girl. The first thing I did was to offer her a room in the house. When she said yes, I was overjoyed. It felt that I would get to know my baby mom and I liked her. She reminded about me and she was more quiet than talkative.
"But once the baby is born?" she asked uncertainly.
"I don't know what Louis have decided, but I know that your life will get better."
She smiled gratefully at me and followed me into the house.
"And when the people come?"
I laughed a little bit.
"Then I say you are my friend from another country. This helps to avoid talk with others and you can still be with me."
Niall sat on the hay bale and just stared at me. I smiled at him and was still happy.
"So you will take care of Sarah's child?" he asked. I nodded and smiled with my whole face.
"Yes, it's a good solution, because she can't afford to take care of the child."
"And when the baby is born?"
I didn't know what to say. I saw at him that he didn't trust Tomlinson.
"I don't know, I can ask Louis?"
Niall sighed and looked down at his hands.
"I'm really happy for you Emma, but I don't want you just throw out Sara when she has given birth to the child. I know how Louis works and he has got no heart."
I sighed and got irritated.
"But this is a good solution. I have a child and I wont have to cheat on Louis."
Niall was startled and just stared at me.
I smiled weakly and realized that I hadn't said it all to him. I swallowed and sat down beside him. I didn't want to lie to Niall because he was the one who already knew everything about me .
"Louis wanted me to get a lover so that I would get pregnant. Said he could pay anyone and I could have anyone I wanted. I said no...."
"Emma, do you not know how he thinking about things? He only cares about his own goals and he wont give Sara the money or anything else for the baby."
I sighed and looked coldly at Niall.
"And you are so fricking bigot. Louis isn't the same person as before. He has changed and he has contacted the lawyer so that everything goes right."
"And you think the lawyer is on Sara's side? If I was you I would make sure she really gets money and a better life. Louis will make sure she leaves the farm and that she never bothers you again. Her family will also to get moving away."
Why didn't Niall trusted Louis? I was almost angry at him and the joy that I previously felt was almost gone.
"Can't you just trust me?"
Niall shook his head quickly.
"I don't trust your so-called husband. He's dishonest, and he will make sure he doesn't have to pay her. He will make sure she moves far away and you'll forget her."
I got up and I looked at him for a long time, before I left him. I was just angry and I didn't want to listen at him.