23. Chapter Fifteen - My mom
Again raged my life down to the ground. Now I wasn't even anyone's daughter, and I understood why my father hated me. I realized that my whole life was a lie and when my mom came back to visit, I had many questions.
"Who told you?" she asked and sat down on the chair. I shook off all the emotions that I felt. Her way of being meant Johannah had told me the truth.
"How could you?"
I saw that my mom began to cry and she looked down at her hands.
"Your father has always been unfaithful." she whispered. "I knew it the day after we got married and I realized that he didn't love me. When Hannah became pregnant and Johannah forced your father to take his responsibility, I realized that you were also my responsibility. I love you Emma and I made everything that you would feel loved. Your father saw you as a mistake, but I saw you as my daughter."
I felt my own tears came and I sat down beside her.
"Mom, can I tell you about my life?"
She swallowed and nodded weakly. I smiled at her and took her hands in my hands.
"Do you remember when Johannah wanted to talk to me alone that day when she visited me for the first time?"
Mom nodded and wiped away tears. Then she looked up at me.
"You went into the library ...?"
I nodded and smiled. Then I told her everything. I told her about the letter, about the wedding and Harry. I told her about Sara and the baby she had in the stomach. Then I told her everything about Niall, my love for him and that he made me live. Mom was listening the whole time and it was as if all the pieces fell into place for her.
"So now you're back where you started?" she whispered low. "What shall you do now?"
"Mom, can you do one thing for me? I have never asked for your help or asking for anything in my entire life."
She nodded immediately and hugged me quickly.
"I promise to do everything for you and just to let you know about it, you are my daughter."
"I know mom. Thou my my mother and I know that you have always tried to take care of me, but now I need help."
She looked into my eyes.
"I want you to find Niall and you must tell him that I'm on my way to him."
"I don't know!" I answered honestly. "But I know that it's he that I should be with, and it's his child that I carry on."
Mom smiled and she wiped away her tears.
"Emma, I'll do everything in my power to find him and I will help you to come to him."
I hugged her tightly and I cried tears of joy.
I know it would take time for mom to find Niall. Meanwhile, I had to put up with my life and I played as if I had given up. Louis was satisfied, Johannah was happy and the staff seemed to suffer with me.
What kept me going was the thought that Niall was the father of my child. I knew my mom would find him and I knew he would be overjoyed when my mom went to see him and told him about my love.
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