As I say on my bed, I began my homework and turned on the song "His Daughter".
As it started playing, I sang along to it. "Everything's going to be alright, she whispers to herself. She was only six years old the night that she hid behind that shelf. Cause daddy had a little too much to drink, and momma didn't want her to feel the pain. She felt, but she still felt the pain."
I cant concentrate on my homework so I keep singing. "If there's a guide up there, please hear my prayer. I'm lost and scared and I've got nowhere else to run. I've come a long long way but I'm not sure I can be the best mother. So if you're listening, could you give a helping hand to your daughter."
I pause and take a breath. "Well that baby grew into a boy, who became her pride and joy. He loved her like no man could and her heart felt peace because she finally understood God's love. So as she lay there in that bed, 99 years old. She grabbed her son's hand and said there's something you must know. There is a guide up there, who heard my prayer. I was lost and afraid and I had nowhere else to go. I had no clue what to do. And then he sent me you. So you're if your lost and afraid and you feel so alone, don't worry child cause there's a father who will love you as his own. Just like he loved his daughter. Like he loved his daughter."
Once the song ends, I take out my headphones and put my homework away. I get off of my bed, grab my phone, then walk to my door. When I open it, I see Zayn standing there. I look up at him and say "Zayn, are you okay?"
He walks around me and walks into my room I close the door and he says "Oh yeah. I just wanted to know if you...if you were okay."
I turn to look at him and say "Yeah, of course I'm okay. Why wouldn't I-." I get cut off as Zayn suddenly grabs my face and smashes his lips on mine. I put my hands on his chest and try to push him away from me but he doesn't budge.
He keeps kissing me but I don't kiss him back. I hear him groan and he starts kissing down my jaw line. I push on his chest again and say "Zayn, stop." He doesn't budge and he starts kissing my neck. I push harder and say "Zayn, I'm serious. Cut it out. I don't need this right now."
Zayn moves his hands onto my waist and pulls me against him and starts sucking and biting my neck. I get mad and I say "Zayn, stop!" I raise my voice and push him hard so he finally gets off of me. He falls back enough away from me so I quickly open the door and run out. I run through the hall and living room and out the front door. I hear Liam, Abby, and Emily yelling my name but I don't stop. I keep running down the block and once I'm far enough away, I start walking.
*30 minutes later*
I walk up my front lawn and as I get close to my house, I hear yelling. I open the front door and as soon as I do, I see Harry and Niall hold Liam back and I see Louis holding Zayn back. Abby and Emily try holding Zayn back too and Becky is in the middle holding her arms out between the both of them.
Liam yells "Why did you do that man? She's already going through enough already! She doesn't need more shit!"
Zayn yells back and says "Molly needs a guy who really cares about her! Obviously you don't because you fucking kissed her sister right in front of her and that was the first day you fucking started dating! Did you see how much that hurt her?! Obviously not because you don't care!"
Liam yells louder and says "I do fucking care about her. And I didn't want to kiss Abby! It was a fucking dare and I tried getting the fuck out of it! I saw how much it hurt her and it fucking tore me apart man! Do you really think I wanted to hurt her like that?! No! Because I fucking love her! I love her so much that seriously I just want to take her away from all of this shit and not have her hurt! She did not deserve to go through that shit with that asshole Connor and she does not need anymore of it now that he's back again! And she definitely does not need shit from you! She already has enough shit to deal with so you don't need to add fucking more!"
As Zayn starts yelling again, I cut him off and yell "Stop it! Both of you!"
Everyone looks at me and stops. I slightly yell and say "Do you see what's happening here?! Before you guys met me, you guys were best friends and bandmates! Now you guys are fighting and yelling at each other because of me! Well, I don't know about you guys but I'm done! I'm done with this shit and the tension and now the fighting between you two! I'm done! Please all of you just....just leave. Please."
Liam looks at me and tries walking towards me. He says "Molly, please don't do this. I-"
I cut him off and say "No Liam! I'm done! I'm done with everything! Just please go."
I walk through everyone and to my room. I shut my bedroom door and slam against it. I slide down until I'm sitting and I break down and cry.
"No Liam! I'm done! I'm done with everything! Just please go." Molly says as I'm on the verge of tears.
When she exits the living room, I stand there. I blankly look where Molly stood and I don't do anything.
Suddenly, I feel someone's hand on my shoulder and I instantly fall to my knees. I slam my fists to the ground as tears fall down my face. I say "Why, why, why?" over and over again. I repeatedly hit the ground with my fists and don't stop.
I feel someone suddenly grab me by my shoulders and lift me off the ground. I wipe the tears off of my face and I look up. Instantly, I see Zayn and I get angry. I walk towards him and say "You. This is your fault! I-."
Emily yells and cuts me off and says "Liam stop! Do you not see what's going on here?"
Everyone is silent and I look down. Abby speaks up and says "Do you not see what has happened? I'm not saying it's Molly's fault but look at you two. You guys are at each other's throats. What changed from you guys being best friends to being like this?"
I get a little mad and say "Well, it doesn't make me too happy that he kissed my girlfriend AGAIN!"
Zayn cuts in and says "Well it doesn't make her too happy to see you fucking kissing her sister right in front of her!"
I look at Zayn and say "For gods sake Zayn! Get over it! Yes, I know I hurt her by kissing her sister right in front of her and I apologized right away and she's over it! Why can't you be?!"
"Because she deserves someone better then you Liam! Someone who won't hurt her and someone who's going to treat her right!" Zayn yells back.
I widen my eyes and say "Oh like you? Do you think you're better then me for Molly? If you are, you wouldn't be fucking kissing her when she already has enough shit going on! You would understand the shit she's going through and you would help her and listen to her when she needs to talk! But guess what? You're not doing that! You're just screwing her up even more Zayn! I'm the one helping her through this and right now she has no one and she doesn't want to talk to anyone! How am I supposed to help her now Zayn?! If you're plan was to get us broken up and done, well congratulations Zayn! You did it! You broke her and you broke me because the girl I love doesn't want to be with me!" At this point, I have tears running down my face and everyone is looking at me.
I sit down on a couch and cry. Suddenly, I feel someone sit on the couch next to me and I look up. I see Emily giving me a warm smile and she rubs my back. She says "Everything is going to be okay Liam. Molly....she's just really overwhelmed right now. She just needs time to think or talk to somebody and she'll come around sooner or later. During that time, you need to fix your relationship with Zayn. Molly's right. Do you not see that?"
I look up at Zayn and he looks back at me. Both of us have guilty looks on our faces and I get up. I walk slowly over to Zayn and he looks at me. I raise my hand up and he looks at it. He looks back up at me and he has a slight smile.
Zayn suddenly takes my hand and pulls me into a hug. When we pull back, Zayn looks at me and says "Look man. I am really sorry about everything. You're right. Molly has enough shit going on, she doesn't need more. Through all of this, I need to be there for her as her best friend and I need to move on. Im sorry for everything."
I nod my head and say "Thank you. That's what I really need too. I need you to be my best friend again okay? I need you to be the one I talk to about everything not be the one I talk about all of the time."
Zayn nods his head and says "So? Are we good?"
I smile and nod my head. I say "We're good."
Everyone smiles and we all have a big group hug. Once everyone lets go, Becky speaks up and says "Well since everything is fixed out hear, I'm gonna see if I can talk to molly. Wish me good luck."
All of us say "Good luck." and we watch as Becky walks down the hallway to Molly's room.