Suddenly, I am woken up by the loud vibrating of a phone and the blinding sunlight. I reach my arm out and I feel Harry next to me. I hear him slightly snoring and I can't help but smile. As the vibrating continues, I get irritated and I say "Babe, get up. Someone is calling you."
I hear him groan and he finally gets up to answer the phone. I sit up next to him so I can figure out who's calling this early in the morning.
Harry answers the phone and says "Hello." As I begin hearing a voice on the other end, I notice the person is Liam. I can't help but think "Why is he calling at 5:30 in the morning? Shouldn't he be in the room with Molly?"
I clear my head and continue listening. As all I can hear is mumbles, I wait until Harry gets off. He hangs up and gets off the bed. He grabs a few things and walks out of the room.
Leaving me there confused, I get up and follow him into the kitchen. As he grabs a few things from the kitchen, I go up behind him and wrap my arms around his waist. I say "Babe, why was Liam calling this early in the morning? What did he say?"
Harry shrugs me off and says "Nothing. I just have to go pick him and Zayn up from a hotel close to the club we were at last night. They got really drunk and I guess they didn't want to travel the long distance."
I shrug my shoulders and say "Oh. Can I come with you then?"
Harry looks at me with a little worryness in his eye and says "I don't know. It sounded like he needed to talk to me when he was on the phone." He pauses and thinks a little. He continues and says "Oh but who cares. I'm sure he can talk in front of you too."
I smile and nod my head. Suddenly, my smile disappears and I ask "What do you think he needs to talk to you about?"
Harry shrugs his shoulders and says "Who could possibly know. Liam always has new stuff to talk about."
I nod my head and take his hand. Harry grabs the keys and we head out the door.
After I call Harry, I can't help but feel like there is a knife in my stomach. "Why? Why did I do this?" I think as I sit on the edge of the bed. I look behind me and see the girl sleeping peacefully. Instantly, I get another pang of guilt struck in my stomach. "Molly is never going to forgive me. Well I mean, I was drunk and it was hard- no Liam stop." I slap myself for trying to get a reason out of it. I continue thinking "Just because you were drunk, it still does not give you the right to cheat on your girlfriend."
I suddenly jump as I feel hands on my shoulders and the girl says "Liam baby. Come back to bed." I suddenly feel her start to rub down my back with her hands and she begins kissing my neck.
I roll my shoulders to make her stop and I say "I can't. I have to get home. Go back to sleep."
I hear her sigh and say "Fine."
I sigh in relief but then jump again as I feel my phone vibrate. I see a text from Harry saying he is here so I quietly get up and leave the room. I quietly walk down the hotel hallway to where Zayn is and I knock on the door. Luckily, Zayn answers so I say "Get your stuff. We're leaving."
Zayn nods his head and once he gets his things, we go down to the lobby and meet Harry. We get in the car and right away I start venting. I say "Guys, I cheated on Molly. Last night, when her and the girls left, I had a lot more to drink and I lost it. Zayn when I met up with you, I can't remember anything after that. Suddenly, I just woke up this morning naked with a naked girl laying next to me."
Once I finish talking, I take a breath of relief as I finally have gotten everything off my chest. I open my eyes and don't just see two pairs, but three pairs of eyes looking at me. Without knowing, I just totally spilled out everything in front of my girlfriend's sister.
I look between Harry and Zayn and they look shocked. I slowly turn my head to look at Abby and once I do, she's furious. Abby jumps, unbuckles her seatbelt and starts climbing in the back to get me. I try moving backwards but luckily, Harry grabs Abby and makes her sit in the front.
I sigh and sink down in my seat. I say "Abby, I know how mad you are at me and I totally deserve it. I-."
Abby cuts me off and turns around to face me. She says "Oh, I'm not mad. I'm furious! Right when you said you wouldn't cheat on Molly YESTERDAY, you turn around and do exactly fucking that 12 hours later! You promised her that you would never hurt her and that's what you fucking did! I thought you were a good guy Liam. I really did. But once you do that right after she got out of a relationship that was abusive and hurtful, that's just...that's not what she needs right now. As soon as we get back to the hotel, we are leaving. Yeah you'll see Molly at school but from now on, I'm your tour guide. I am not letting Molly deal with you when she already had to deal with Connor. I am not letting her go through that again but oh wait, guess what? She's going to anyway! She is probably going to fucking cry her eyes out because she loves you Liam! But you don't care! You are the closest person she has ever gotten to Liam! Did you know that?! She fucking loves you with her whole heart and she would do anything for you! But you don't see that because you don't care! As soon as she finds out, she's going to be heart broken!"
Once Abby finishes, she is in tears. I say "Then don't let her find out."
Abby looks up at me and says "What, just let her live a fake relationship where she loves you but you don't love her? Yeah, that's gonna be a total fun time for her."
I shake my head and say "No. I mean let me tell her when im ready. I will tell her. I really do care about her. A lot actually. Last night was just the biggest mistake I ever made and I don't want to lose Molly. I really am falling in love with her Abby. Please let me do this."
Abby thinks for a couple of seconds but then sighs. She says "Fine. But if you don't tell her by tomorrow, I'm gonna tell her and we're leaving."
I look down at my fingers and I play with them. I nod my head and quietly say "Okay."
"Oh," Abby pauses so she can look at all of us. She continues and says "We are telling the rest of the group too. If they hear anything about it and go to conclusions right away and talk to Molly, then it will blow up. Got it?"
I look at Harry and Zayn and we all nod our heads. Once Abby turns back around, Harry starts driving and we go back to the hotel.
Once we get back to the hotel, it is 6:00 AM. All of us get back into the room and we all head off to our bedrooms. As I quietly open the door to my room, I peek my head in to make sure Molly is asleep. Once I confirm that she is, I quickly come in and shut the door. I change out of my clothes and just stay in my pair of boxers.
I walk over to the bed and lift up the covers. I look at Molly's body and I feel another bang of guilt in my stomach as I see her wearing her favorite tshirt of mine and a pair of my boxers. I lay into bed and tuck myself in. I wrap my arms around Molly and pull her close to me. As she notices the familiar feel of my arms, I notice she becomes less tense. I look at her face and there is a smile. I lay down next to her and think "Oh god. How am I going to do this?"
When I wake up in the morning, I check my phone and it is 10:30. I look beside me and Molly isn't there. I pull the covers off of me and sit up. I rub my face and rub my eyes as I still feel tired. As I slept, I kept waking up because of bad dreams. All of them were scenarios on how Molly would react when I tell her. One kept sticking in my head and I couldn't stop thinking about it. It was when I told her, she left. Abby and Emily were still with me and the boys and all of us worried about her. A couple hours later, Abby's phone rang. It was her mom telling her that Molly had gone home but she......killed herself.
I couldn't take it anymore so I get up and quickly walk to the living room. As I get in there, I see everyone up and Molly is by the door. I run over to her, push her against the door and slam my lips onto hers. She's surprised at first but then she kisses me back and wraps her arms around my shoulders. I wrap my arms around her waist and lift her up so her feet are off the ground. She wraps her legs around my waist and we continue kissing.
Once I'm out of breath, I put her down and pull away from her. She opens her eyes and looks at me as she smiles. She asks "What was that for?" I hide my head in her neck and mumble "Just a bad dream. A really bad dream."
Molly pulls away from me and looks at me with worry in her eyes. She asks "Do you wanna talk about it?" I shake my head and say "No, I'm okay." She takes her arms from around my shoulders and wraps them around my waist. She hides her head in my chest and asks "You sure?"
I nod my head and wrap my arms around her and rub her back. I say "I'm okay. It's okay." Molly pulls back a little bit and looks up at me. I look in her eyes and still see worry in them but she says "Okay." She pulls away from me and says "Okay well, I have to run home quick and to the store so I will be back later."
I ask "Do you want me to come with you?" She shakes her head and says "No, it's okay. I'm only going to be 15-20 minutes. I'll be back soon." I nod my head and give her a peck before she goes out the door.
Once she leaves, I turn towards the boys. All of them are smiling except Harry and Abby. Abby is giving me a death glare and Harry is trying to calm her down. I look away from her and walk to my room. Abby speaks up and says "Liam, do you wanna talk?"
I sigh and stop walking. I say "Sure. Just let me put on a shirt quick." I walk to my room and shut the door. I look around the room and see the shirt Molly wore last night laying on the bed. I walk over to it and pick it up. I put it on and smile as the shirt smells like her.
I walk back out into the living room and see everyone staring at me. I sit down and rest my head in my hands. I rub my face then look up at the group. I say "Guys," I pause and take a breather. I continue and say "I...I cheated on Molly."
Niall's, Emily's, and Louis' eyes all widen in surprise. "WHAT?!" Emily stands up and yells. She walks towards me and luckily right before she's about to hit me, Niall comes behind her and stops her. He carries her back to the couch while she kicks and screams. She yells "HOW COULD YOU DO THAT?! YOU CHEATED ON MY FUCKING BEST FRIEND, YOU ASSHOLE!!" She stops yelling as Niall sits her down. She says "How can you do that to her?! She loves you with everything she has and you stab her in the back by doing that!"
"I know!" I yell back to Emily. "You don't think that I could fucking kill my girlfriend when I tell her this?! I truly really do love Molly and this was a huge ass mistake! Last night when you guys left, I started drinking more and got drunk. I don't remember anything from last night until I woke up this morning naked with a naked girl lying next to me! I hate myself for doing this to Molly and I don't blame her if she doesn't want me in her life after I tell her. But if she's not in mine, I don't think I would be able to live with myself. Knowing that I was the reason she walked away, I might as well hide and just die. Dieing would be less painful then watching Molly leave my life forever and she never comes back." I put my head in my hands and cry.
Suddenly, I feel another body next to me. I look up and see Abby. I give her a confused look and say "What are you doing? Aren't you mad at me? I thought you'd be the one hitting me and yelling at me right now?"
Abby gives me a sympathetic smile and says "Oh, I am mad at you but I understand. I realized that you really care for Molly and you regret what you did. Molly really loves you so I'm sure that she will be back in a little time. But..." Abby trails off.
"But? But what?" I ask her. Abby continues and says "But I'm scared on how she'll react. Molly does love you but I'm scared that since she trusts and loves you so much.....I'm scared that she will take it really hard. I'm scared that when Molly finds out, she'll be absolutely heart broken and she will slowly die inside. I'm scared......I'm scared that she will actually want to kill herself or go back to the place where she was with Connor. The place where hundreds of scars appeared on her arms and that she'll...." Abby trails off again and tears stream down her face.
Harry comes over to Abby and sits next to her. He puts his arms around her and holds her. Abby continues and says "I'm scared that she will cut too deep again and end up in the hospital almost dead." I put my head in my hands and rub my head. I grab my hair and try to think. I suddenly feel a hand on my shoulder and I look up. I see Abby and she's trying to calm down. She says "But that won't happen. I'm sure everything is going to be okay in the end."
I nod my head when suddenly, the door opens. Molly comes in and everyone smiles. She smiles back and walks into the kitchen. I follow her and see her set everything on the counter. I ask "So, how was shopping?" as I begin looking through the grocery bags. I look at Molly and she smiles. She replies "It was good. I got what I needed." I nod my head and smile. As I begin to look in another bag, I see a box of condoms. I take them out of the bag and look at Molly. I say "Hey molls, what are these?"
Molly looks at me then immediately looks down and blushes. She says "Oh you know. They're.....condoms." She blushes more.
I smile and walk to her. I wrap my arms around her waist and she looks at me. I say "I know what they are but why did you buy them?"
She shrugs her shoulders and says "Well when we're ready to do that, I want to be ready."
I smile and look at her for a second. I say "Molly, are you a virgin?" Her eyes widen and she's says "Pfft. No. I am not a virgin." I smile and say "Molly?"
She sighs but smiles a little. She says "Fine. I am a virgin. Well technically I am. Besides the time with......yeah you know. I don't really count that time as my first so yes, I am technically a virgin."
I smile and wrap my arms around her. Molly laughs a little and says "It's not funny. It's kind of embarrassing."
I look at her and say "One, I am not laughing and two, how is it embarrassing? You're just waiting for the right person to lose it to. I get it. And....I actually love you more for that. I think it's really cute and I respect you for doing that."
Molly smiles and says "Well thank you. Maybe...." She pauses and puts her lips to my ear. She whispers "Maybe the right person is right here."
I smile and wrap my arms tighter around her. Molly pulls her head back so she can look at me. I smash my lips onto hers and kiss her with everything I can.