When I wake up, I look around. Suddenly, all of the memories of today flood back to me and I feel horrible. I gently lift my fingers up to my neck to see if it was real. I get a sharp pain and I am right. Today did really happen. Connor is back and I don't know what he's going to do.
I all of a sudden hear slight snores beside me and I look to my side. What I see, instantly brings a smile to my face. Liam is the one that the slight snores are coming from. I smile when I hear his slightly say my name in his sleep.
As I'm still laying down, Liam is on his side with his arm wrapped around my torso. I gently raise his arm off of me and sit up.
As Liam sleeps, he notices I left so he keeps quietly moaning my name and his eyebrows are in a frown. I reach my hand out to grab my phone and check the time. I smile at how long I slept. It's 8:30 now so I must have slept for a good 4-5 hours. I set my phone back down and I lay down. Liam finds me again and he wraps his arm around me and pulls me closer into his body.
I smile as I watch him sleep and I can tell his face is less tense now that he has his arm around me again. I smile as I get an idea.
I slowly get up on my elbow and rest on it. Then I take my hand and gently start pushing Liam onto his back. He slightly moans in his sleep but I get him onto his back. Next, I slowly move and lay on him. I straighten my legs out and they're between his legs. My face is right above his and I smile as he wraps his arms around my waist as he sleeps.
I lean down and place a soft kiss on his lips. I go down his jaw and give him little pecks. As I get to his neck, I give him lingering kisses. I get deeper into his neck and I start kissing him.
I feel him stir underneath me and I smile. My idea is working. I start kissing him more and I feel his grip get tighter. I pull my head up out of his neck and look at his face. His eyes are still closed so I sit up and straddle him. I sit on his stomach and start rubbing my hands on his chest. Somehow, his hands are still around my waist.
I stop rubbing Liam's chest to see if he does anything. My thought was right as Liam smiles and says huskily "Who said you should stop?"
I smile and lean down. I lightly kiss his eyelids and say "Come on. Open those beautiful brown eyes so I can look at them."
Liam smiles and opens his eyes. I smile and say "There you go. I love your eyes."
Liam tilts his head and asks "Why? And I only opened my eyes so then I could look at your beautiful face."
I scoff and say "I am not that beautiful. I don't know how I'm your girlfriend."
Liam grabs my face and says "Molly, don't say that. You are a beautiful girl. And you're my girlfriend because you are amazing. You're sweet, you're funny, you're nice. You're looks are just a bonus. I seriously don't know what I would do without you."
I grin and I can feel myself blushing. I bury my face into his neck and hide my face.
Liam laughs and rubs my back. He says "Molly. Don't hide. I love it when you blush. You're so cute."
I blush more and hide my face deeper into his neck. Liam continues to rub my back when he says "Come on Molly. Let me see your face."
I slowly lift my head up and look at him. Liam smiles and says "There's my beautiful girl."
I smile and look into his eyes. Liam smiles and says "Now why do love my eyes?"
I smile and say "They're just so brown. When I look into them I just feel like I can melt into them."
Liam smiles and says "Well thank you and it's sort of hard for you to melt into me when I'm already melting into you."
I smile and lean down. I connect his lips with mine and give him a lingering kiss. I smile as he groans when I pull away.
I look at him and he groans again. He looks at me and says "Don't tease me like that."
I smile and say "But I love teasing you. I'm so good at it." as I lean down and start kissing his neck.
I hear Liam's breath catch in his throat and he says "Molly, please. Not right now."
I say as I continue kissing his neck "Why? You said I owed you tonight."
I feel Liam smile and say "Well then in that case." Liam suddenly puts his hands on my waist and he rolls us over so he's on top.
I put my head back and laugh. I look back at Liam and he's smiling. He opens his mouth and says "Do you know that I love your laugh?"
I smile and say "Oh really now do you? And why do you love my laugh?"
Liam smiles and says "It's different. Most laughs are quiet and the same but yours is loud and you're not afraid to let it out. You're not afraid to get people's attention."
I smile and say "Well thank you."
Liam nods his head and says "That's not the only thing I love about you though."
I look at him with a raised eyebrow and a smile on my face and I say "What else do you love about me?"
Liam smiles and says "Well, like you, I love your eyes. They're just so blue and not like regular blue but like a water kind of blue. When I look into them, I feel like I'm looking into ocean water or something. And then that golden ring around your pupils is distracting. That ring is different. I've never seen it. I like it."
I smile and give him a peck on the lips. I pull my head back and lay on the pillow.
Liam looks down at me and smiles. He puts his hand behind my neck and pulls me to him. He slowly leans down and joins our lips together.
As we kiss, I wrap my arms around his neck and pull him closer to me. I also wrap my legs around his waist and he lays his legs between mine. Our lips are perfectly moving in sync together and it's like we piece together. We go together like missing puzzle pieces.
Liam starts rubbing his hands up and down my sides. He slips his hands down to the hem of my shirt and he puts his hands under.
He starts going higher and that's when I stop. I put my hands on top of his and stop them from moving. We stop kissing and Liam lifts his head to look at me. I look up at him and say "Please. Not yet. The last person to do that was.."
Liam cuts me of and says "Shh. It's okay. I understand. We don't have to do anything like that. Just..." He trails off and his face turns sad.
I look at him worried and I ask "What? Just what?"
Liam looks at me with sad eyes and says "Just let me see....the rest of the scars. You said the ones on your arm weren't the only ones."
I look away and sigh. Liam puts two fingers and makes me look at him. He looks at me sadly and says "Please."
I sigh and say "Get off. I need you to get off."
Liam gets off of me and kneels next to me as I'm still laying down.
I slightly arch my back so I can get my shirt up. Once I do, I lift it only a little so he can just see the scars.
Once he sees what pattern it's in, I see his eyes start watering. As I lay there, Liam leans down above my stomach and he starts placing soft kisses on them.
When he has finished kissing all of them, Liam pulls down my shirt and he lays down next to me.
I turn to look at his face and I can tell some tears have escaped. I cup his cheek and rub his face with the pad of my thumb.
Liam sighs and says "Molly, please do not do that anymore. Please. If you do, you might as well take my arm and cut me as many times you would cut yourself. Please, promise me Molly that you won't do it again. If you feel like doing it, come to me. I will hold you and I will calm you down. I hate seeing you in pain, Molly. Please promise me you won't cut again."
I look into to his eyes and I say "I promise."