Suddenly, I was rudely awakened by the blinding light of the sunshine. I slowly open my eyes and get used to the light. I look at my surroundings and remember that I'm not in my room. I turn my head and smile as I look at the handsome boy sleeping next to me. I figure out that as we were sleeping, both of us shifted but somehow, Liam always found a way to keep his arm around me.
I smile and gently get up and rest my weight on my elbow as I lay above Liam. I slowly take my fingers and rub small circles up and down his chest. I hear him slightly moan and I smile. I lean down and place soft kisses on his cheeks, then nose, and then lips. I then leave soft kisses down his jaw and then his neck.
As I continue to leave soft kisses on his neck, I hear him slightly moan and I feel his grip tighten on me. I smile and stop kissing him and lift my head up to look at him.
His eyes are still closed but I know he is awake. I test him and put my lips to his but our lips are only touching. It's not a real kiss. He smiles and then connects our lips fully.
I kiss him then pull back and say "I knew you were awake."
He smiles and then opens his eyes fully. I love looking into his big brown eyes. I just feel like I could melt into him.
He smiles then says "Even though I'm awake doesn't mean I want to be." After says that, he wraps his arms around me tighter and pulls me to him.
I laugh and ask "What are you doing?" I try getting up to look at him but he just tightens his grip and keeps my body to his. Since i can't move my body, i lift my head and see his eyes are closed.
I smile when he says "Shh. Only a couple more minutes."
I smile and say "I guess that's okay."
I hear him smile and he wraps his arms around me a little tighter. I smile and snuggle into his chest and wrap my arms around his waist. I close my eyes and soon again, I slip into unconsciousness with his arms around me.
When I open my eyes, I'm not with Liam. Instead I'm in a church and dressed in black. As I look around, I see a lot of people sitting and crying. One person catches my eye.
I realize that the person who I'm looking at is one of my best friends' mom. I go up to her and poke her on the shoulder to get her attention.
When she turns around, her face is red. My face falls and I say "Sarah, what's wrong? Why are we all in this church? Where is Kristen?"
I attack her with questions but she cuts me off. She says "Kristen would have been glad to see you here. I know how how hard this has been on you."
I get confused and ask her "What are you talking about? What do you mean Kristen would have been glad? Where is she?"
Sarah looks at me confused and says "Honey, don't you remember anything? What's happened over the past few days." Her face falls.
I shake my head no and say "What are you talking about? What has happened over the past few days?"
Sarah looks at me and looks at me with sadness. She puts her hand on my arm and says "Honey, a couple of days ago, Kristen had a really bad day. No one could do anything. She tried calling you but you didn't answer. She stayed in her room all night and didn't come out at all. The next morning, we just thought she fell asleep but when we knocked on her door but she didn't answer. We knocked again and still no answer. Me and her father just decided to go into to her room cause we thought she was asleep but when we opened the door..." She trails off.
I look at her worried and say "Sarah. Please tell me what you saw."
She looks down and continues. She says "When we opened the door, we saw Kristen on the floor....dead."
I cover my mouth with my hand and shake my head. I say "No. Please no. She said she wouldn't leave me."
Sarah looks at me sadly and grabs my hand. I look down and start to I feel her pull me. I walk with her and suddenly I notice where she stopped. I look down and see my best friend...lying in a casket....dead.
I take my hands and cover my mouth and instantly I have tears running down my face.
I fall to my knees and all I do is cry.
When I take a breath and wipe my eyes, I notice I'm not in the church anymore. Instead, I'm outside on a sunny day. I look down and see I'm in a nice black dress and black shoes. Suddenly, I hear people talking and I look over to where they're standing. I then notice we're in a cemetery. I walk through the group of people and once I get to the front, I see two peoples' names on tombstones I never had want to see until far into the future. On the two tombstones, each of the names on them are my best friend Emily and my twin sister Abby. When I see this, I break. I fall on my knees and cry.
Suddenly, I open my eyes and sit up quickly. I look around me and notice I'm back in Liam's bed. I put my hands on my face and feel it drenched in tears. I think to myself "I must have cried in my sleep. It was just a nightmare."
I get up out of the bed and go to the bathroom. I look at myself in the mirror and notice how red my face is and my nose is running a little. I grab a tissue and blow my nose. After I clean myself up a bit, I go out of the bathroom and hear the boys in the kitchen.
When I walk into the kitchen, I see all of the boys sitting around the counter all talking and laughing. I walk over to the boys and stand by the corner between Niall and Harry while Liam cooks food.
All of the boys look at me and smile but then Liam's face falls. He puts down the spatula and walks over to me. He turns me around to look at him and he looks me in the eyes.
He puts his hands on my shoulders and says "Molly, what's wrong?"
I look away from him and look at the ground. I shake my head and say quietly "It's nothing. I'm fine."
Liam cups my chin and makes me look up at him. He looks in my eyes and says "Really? Then why were you crying?"
I shake my head out of his hold and look down. I play with my fingers and say "It was nothing. It was just a nightmare. A really scary nightmare."
Liam wraps his arms around me and hugs me. He rubs my back and says "It's okay. It's all over."
I pull back and nod my head. Then, I feel a hand on my shoulder. I look to my right and see the hand belongs to Harry.
I look at him and he asks "Do you want to talk about it?"
I shrug my shoulders and I say "I guess. Only if you guys don't mind me talking to you about it."
All of them nod their heads and Liam takes my hand and leads me and the boys to sit down in the living room. Once we sit down, Liam is sitting down next to me on my right with his arms around me and Harry is sitting next to me on my left.
As I tell them my nightmare, I didn't notice a couple of tears escape my eyes.
Once I finish telling the boys my dream, I started to get up and pace around. I start thinking about a lot of bad thought about it seeming so real.
Liam stands up and walks up to me. "Molly, please calm down. It's going to be okay."
I look up at him and say "Please do not tell me to calm down. It never makes a girl happy when a boy tells her to calm down. And what if it's not. If I lose them, then I will slowly die inside. I don't know if I would be able to cope without them."
Liam looks me in the eyes and rubs his hands up and down my arms. I look down and nervously play with my fingers.
He sighs and says "Molly, please look at me."
I look up at him and look into his eyes. Just by his eyes, I can tell he would be with me through everything and I know everything is going to be okay.
Liam smiles and pulls me in for a hug. He rubs my back and I wrap my arms around his waist. He says "Molly, trust me. It will be okay. Abby and Emily and Kristen are completely fine. It's 11:30 so that means Abby and Emily are going to be here soon but if you want to make sure they're okay, you can call them up and I'll be with you if you want me too. Trust me okay Molly. I know that dream seemed so real but it wasn't. Everything is okay now. You're with me and I will always be here with you."
I smile as I look at him. I look in his eyes and I can tell he means every word that he had said. I quietly say "Thank you." and slowly lean up to kiss him.
As we kiss, Louis clears his throat and gets our attention. He says "You know, Liam wasn't the only one that helped you. We did let you talk about it and vent about it to us." All of the smile and nod their heads.
I let go of Liam and walk over to the rest of the boys. I smile and say "You are right and thank you. Thank you for being here for me when I'm upset." I open my arms and have a big group hug with all of them and soon Liam comes and joins and I am in the center of our big group hug.
I am so happy I have these boys with me. They have changed my life and I am very excited for the rest of the school years' adventures.