"So are you choosing him over me"
When he said that it felt like I had just got shot because I didn't know what to say to him I will always love Justin because he was my first real true boyfriend and we have great memories but we also argue a lot. But Jacob is so sweet and I haven't even gave him a chance yet. I wanted to speak but nothing was coming out.
A- Justin.. you know I really like you but I think it's best for right now if we are friends and maybe in the future we can think about dating again. I will always love you but there is no logical reason to leave Jacob.
J- Of coarse you choose him..
A- Your dating Selena and I know how it feels to be cheated on and to be left for another girl and I can't do that even though I don't really like her. You know how it feels to be cheated on and you hated me a good minute. Don't do it to her please.
J- I can't talk to you right now.
After he walked out of the bathroom I sat on the ground and just cried.. why does this have to be so hard I wish I knew the answers to everything. I miss my mom she had the answers to everything..
I called her
M- Hey honey how is tour going?
A- It's fun I get to dance and stuff I met someone..
M- How is Justin taking that?
A- How do you think..
M- Just don't go using these boys because once you keep playing with their feeling you will be stuck with no one you will loose you best friend too.. but if you have to choose I'm on team Justin 100%
A- I'm going to go run I need to clear my mind I will talk to you later and give everyone kisses there!
I got up and washed the tear stains off my face and went to change to go to the park and run:
Justin was fixing himself a bowl of cereal..
A- Going running!!
J- I don't care he sounded upset
A- You will forgive me some day be back in a hour. I hugged him and left
I was running and I noticed a bunch of signs on the sidewalks with candles that spelled out on the path
At the end of the bath was Jacob in a nice shirt and tie with flowers
A- How did you know I was here
J- I went to you tour bus and Justin said you went running.. Is the answer yes?
A- Yes!! I jumped on him and he spinned me around as we kissed and everyone was watching and clapping
J- Here is a necklace that is a locket and when you open it it's a picture of us two
He put it on my neck I just couldn't stop smiling I was super happy I kissed him again
J- What is this necklace for?
He was pointing to me and Justin's necklace I still wore it because its special to me and I feel guilty of cheating and the way he gave it to me I felt like a terrible person and when he saw I still wore it it made him super happy.
A- Uh its me and my bestriend's necklace
J- Oh okay soooo when can I take you on another date
A- I have a concert tonight... um do you want to come?
J- Wouldn't miss it for anything
We held hands the whole time as we walked back to the bus.
A- I will see you tonight text me when you get to the Arena so you can come back stage
I saw that Ali was back and she came inside with a huge smile and flowers
J- Must have been a great run huh?
A- Oh so your talking to me now?
She was laughing as she came to sit next to me
A- Jacob asked me to be his girlfriend infront of everyone with candles and everything kinda imbarrising but cute too.. I know you don't want to here about that so I am just gonna go get ready for the concert..
She looked sad and I hate seeing her that was I know deep inside she just wanted my approval and to be honest Jacob is a nice guy I have to stop being a asswhole sometimes.
I grabbed her arm pulling me onto my lap
J- No wait.. I think that you and Jacob are a cute couple and.. I'm not the biggest fan of you two but if he makes you happy I am happy because I just love seeing your smile..
She hugged me so tight and said thankyou
I know they won't last together for long ;) Jacob is tooooo nice....