Avril will be home in a matter of a couple of hours, I'm feeling extremely nervous about seeing her. Last time we talked before she left we had this little fight, I just want to make things better.
I rush around the house, I'm trying to clean it up since both Jordy and I let it go so it looks like a pigsty. I have already done the dishes as well as take out the rubbish, I've cleaned up both my room as well as Jordy's. I make us potato bake for dinner, so I put it in the oven and whilst it is there I decide to go get ready.
I run upstairs, I jump in the shower quickly to wash my dirty hair. I get out the shower drying myself off I get dressed, I choose to wear my black Wolverine tank top with my best pair of black skinny jeans. I decide only to put on some bracelets on instead of having them all the way up to my elbow, I also shove on my pair of black converses since they seem to match my outfit.
I finish drying my hair, I have done my make up so all that is left is to go downstairs to make sure the house isn't on fire. I race downstair to check on the potato bake to make sure I'm not burning, I look to see it is looking pretty perfect. I run around the house trying to make sure the house looks perfect, I mean I will try to make this night as good as possible since I managed to get Jordy out the house until tomorrow afternoon.
I'm getting the table ready for when Avril finally gets her arse home that she will like the effort I have gone to. I hear the door open so I rush to the front to see Avril pulling her two suit cases in the door, she doesn't even see me standing there until she looks up.
When my eyes met with her own, it felt like it had been forever since I last saw her. I threw my arms around her in a hug, she hugs me back, I pull away to see her beautiful smile on her face which melts my heart instantly.
"I'll take your bags up to your room,'' I say to her with a smile on my lips, I grab one of her bag but she keeps hold of the other one.
"I'll take this one since you do have a broken wrist," she says to me as smiles her cheeky smile.
Avril hand me a superman tank top, superman t-shirt, superman hoodie and a batman tank top. I throw my arms around her neck, I thank her for the tops she got me because I really appreciate it.
"Come on, lets go downstairs," I say to her with a smile on my lips, I grab her wrist pulling her along behind me as I drag her back downstairs.
I let go once we reach the kitchen, I walk in the kitchen to take the potato bake out of the oven. Avril wallks in with a curious look in her eyes but a small smile on her lips, I serve up her plate of potato bake before my own. On my own plate I put a tiny amout which would be about two full mouthfuls, Avril pushs me out the way taking the server from my hand.
"I will serve you up how much you are doing to eat," she says to me with her 'I'm the boss' look.
I take my own plate as well as hers, I place them on the table. I sit across from her, she stares off in a day dream state. I eat most of my potato bake whilst Avril has barely eatten any at all, I get up walking having finally having enough of her not paying me any attention at all. I pull her chair out from the table with her still sitting in it, I sit on her lap with my legs on each side of hers as I sit facing her. I take her fork from her hand, I grab her plate off the table turning back to her pick up a piece of potato bake.
"W-what are you doing?" she asks me with a look of confusion on her face as she looks into my eyes, something is up with her but I can't tell what it is.
"Open up," I say as I move the fork towards her mouth, she obeys me and opens up her mouth wide enough to put the food in her mouth and not stab her with the fork at the same time.
I feed her half the serve of potato bake before I just give up, I put it down on the table only for Avril to place her hands on my lower back. She seems to be kind of back in that day dream state once again that it is really starting to piss me off, she doesn't even pay me any attention.
"Why did you end up feeding me my dinner?" she asks me with a curious look in her eyes, that day dream look was now replaced by this curious look.
"You weren't eating...," I say as I kiss her forehead as I try to get some more attention from her like a kiss but I'm given nothing at all.
"Well maybe I just didn't feel like eating, it doesn't mean you need to be so touchy and sit on my lap to feed me," she snaps at me with anger clean in her eyes, I feel this hurt rising in me as I hold back tears.
I pull myself off of Avril even though she is still holding my back, I get to my feet as I bolt out the room. I run up that stairs as tears slip out from my eyes, I feel them speed down my cheeks as another one is trailing not far behind. I run into my room slamming my door shut once inside, I curl up in a ball on my bed as I let the tears flow out of my eyes..
I think I went too far by saying what I did to Sophie, I just couldn't do this whole be all nice to make it my best night ever only for her to tell me she doesn't want me at all anymore. I just can't get over the fact of how hurt she looked when I said that, I mean she went to the effort to make us dinner since she doesn't like food at all and barely eats.
I make my way upstairs, I walk along the hall until I reach Sophie's bedroom. I open the door only to hear sobbing instantly, I see her curled up in a ball crying still as her body shakes constantly. At that moment I feel so much shame fill my being as well as guilt, I sit down on the edge of her bed as I rub her back softly.
"Sophie...," I say weakly.
She sit up staring at me with puffy red eyes, anger as well as hurt flares in her eyes as she says in a blunt voice,"Why the fuck did you have to make me feel this fucking bad about trying to do something nice like cook you dinner? Fucking Why?"
"I couldn't handle this you doing all these nice things then you just fucking dump me as your friend as well as anything else,'' I shout at her with anger flaring in me, I see her eyes reflect hurt as well as pain.
"I wasn't going to...," she says she tears run down her cheeks, her voice become weak once again.
"Then what were you going to do? Why did you tell me we needed to talk then?" I ask as I calm myself as I look into her eyes with curiousity, I thought for sure she was breaking off connections.
"I wanted to talk to you about if there was ever going to be an us...," I say as fresh tears start to leak out my eyes and rolling down my cheeks.
Avril wipes away the tears rolling down my cheeks with her thumb, she give me a little shameful smile. She pulls me into her arms as she hugs me, she hold me tight enough I have no idea how I'm going to get out of it if I did want to.
"Can we please just forget about this and just have a nice night together?" Avril asks me with a hopeful tone in her voice, her eyes were practically begging me to forget this all.
"Ok..," I say weakly, I move to the edge of the bed where Avril is now standing.
Avril pulls me up to my feet, that is when I really realise that I am quite a bit taller then Avril. I am 5 foot 7 whilst she is only 5 foot 4, I think it is cute that she is shorter then I am and I am younger then her.
Avril and I walk down stairs, she put on a movie for us to watch on the couch. I sit on the couch, Avril's in the kitchen making us some pop corn as well as some lollies to eat as well. She walk in with pop corn as well as a bowl full of different kinds of lollie. She sits down handing me the pop corn, she wraps her arm around my shoulder as we sit together not even watching the movie as we stare into each others eyes.
Avril was the one to eat most of the pop corn as well as the lollies, she fed me a couple of pieces of the pop corn to me. We managed to watch some of the first movie but we just focused more on each other then anything.
"How was things back home in America?" I ask her, curiousity got the better of me that I just wanted to hear her answer.
"Work was all I did mostly, but I missed you...," she says to me in a cute little voice that sounds so innocent, she looks away blushing.
We talked about me being over in America, she told me about all the great comments on youtube she has been getting for her videos she has uploaded. I'm surprised no one has ever gotten her to go try to get a recording deal, she is good enough to go far in this business.
I cuddle up to Sophie as we finally watch a movie, it is Raise Your Voice which is one of the movies Sophie love from when she was younger. She sings along to the song so I'm guessing she has watched this move a hundred times or more, I really love hearing that beautiful voice of hers so I can't help but smile when she sings along.
"Why are you smiling at me like that?" Sophie asks me with a huge smile on her lips, she knew exactly why she just wants me to tell her myself.
"Like what?" I ask her teasing her with a smirk replacing my smile, as I chuckle just a little bit.
"You were smiling at me like a goof," she says laughs at me, so I decide to tickle her since she is really ticklish.
She gets to her feet, she runs away so I run after her trying to tickle her. I run after her but jeez this girl is so fast, I am just older so I am smarter. I keep chasing her around because damn this girl is so fucking fast, I try my best but it is so hard to catch her.
I finally catch her in her room, I throw her on her bed. She tries to crawl away but I jump on the bed, I pull her back to me by her hips. I start tickling her, her giggle just flows out her mouth with ease. To me her laugh from being tickled is the most adorable thing I have ever heard, she tries to fight me off so I stop but hold her down.
"Say you didn't mean it!" I demand her to say with a smirk plastered on my lips.
I start to tickle her once again, she tries her hardest to get away but I'm just too strong for her. I stop tickling her but hold her down, she tries kissing me to get me to let her go, I pull away so she can't kiss me but still hold her down.
"Say you didn't mean it!" I demand her to say as I smirk at her, she just looks at me with a smirk on her own lips.
"No!" she yells me in a playful tone, her smile shines bright at me as she shakes her head.
After an half an hour of trying to get Sophie to say she didn't mean it, she finally gives in. She lays flat on her back with me kneeling over her, each hand on the bed either side of her head. She looks up into my eyes, I look down in to those gorgeous green eyes of hers as I unconsciously move my head until my forehead rest upon Sophies. She looks into my eyes, I lean down kissing those lips of hers, she deepens the kiss before we have to break to take in a couple breaths of air.
I look deep into her eyes as I ask this gorgeous girl,"Sophie Skylar Jasmine Scott, will you be my girlfriend?"