A month has pasted, since the day Avril asked me to be her girlfriend..
It has been a long month, Avril turned around after saying it, telling me she didn't mean it. That it was a spur of the moment blurt out
What she said, it hurt so badly for her to say that to my face. Since that day, we have barely even talked. I don't see much. I got signed to Sony Music Australia, next week I start in the Sydney studio for two weeks before having two weeks off, then two more weeks on and so fort until all the album is finally recorded. After 4 weeks off I have to go back in to film the music videos.
The bad part is that I haven't told anyone about it, even Jordy doesn't know. I just don't even know how to tell them since I barely even talk to Avril, I haven't even told her that 3 weeks ago I got my L's.
Walking down stairs, I find Jordy eating food in the kitchen. I walk in grabbing her by her wrist pulling her into the lounge room with her food in hand.
"Stay here, I need to tell you guys something," I say letting go of her wrist, as I bolt up from the room.
I stop, listening and that's when I hear the guitar as well as singing. I run for the music room, I open the door without knocking, causing Avril to spook.
"Can you come into the lounge room, I have something to tell you and Jordy,"I say, I walk off heading back to lounge room to a confused Jordy as to what the fuck was going on.
Walking in I stand in front of the couch, a confused Jordy looks up at me with a frown upon her features. I just stand there with my hand deep in my black skinny jean's pockets, waiting for Avril to make her way into the room.
Avril walks in with the same confused look as Jordy. She sits down on the other end of the couch to Jordy, the both of them just stare up at me.
I sit on the other end of the couch to Jordy, we both look up at a nervous Sophie. She smiles at us as she takes a deep breath and let's it out.
"What did you want to tell us Soph?" Jordy asks, I can tell she is getting very impatient.
"I wanted to tell you both together.. That I..umm.. Got signed by Sony Music Australia..," she says letting out her breath she had been holding, i just sit here, so shocked to my core.
She looks through both of our faces looking for some sort of reaction since neither of us have said a single word. I guess I will be the first to speak.
"When did this happen?" I ask, the shock starting to fade letting it truly sink in.
"About 3 weeks ago.. That's when I got my L plates," she says weakly, I can tell she has been hiding quite a lot from me but I can't understand why!
"Why didn't you tell either of those thing 3 weeks ago?" I ask with anger starting to rage within me.
"I didn't know how to. But, next week I head into what I've been told is going to be a gruelling two weeks of working on the album before having two weeks off, then two weeks off and so fort until the album is done. I get four weeks off, I then go into starting on music videos," she says with a smile plastered on her face, that there just makes my anger completely fade away.
I just can't believe she actually got a recording deal, not that she didn't deserve it. I'm one of Sophie's biggest fans, but I am still shocked.
Sophie just stands there, I can tell that she just wants us to be okay with it. Jordy gets up, she throws her arms around Sophie hugging her tightly.
A week has pasted, Sophie is barely even home. She is always in the studio and when she isn't she is constantly sleeping. I think she is working way too hard, but the last time I told her she shouldn't work so hard she snap at me telling me to mind my own business.
I walk down stairs with my suitcase in hand. My security guards wait at my door, the wisp me off into an awaiting car.
I'm heading to the airport, I'm going home to visit my parents and do some concerts to keep my recording label happy before they remove me from their label.
I arrive at the airport, I'm shuffled into the airport by my 6 security guards to my waiting private jet.
Boarding the jet, my security guards take me straight into my area of the jet. I'm seated with one each side of myself, two behind me as well as two in front of myself.
"Get strapped in Ms Lavigne," the body guard to my right told me to do.
I buckle myself in, I turn my phone to plane mode as we get ready to take off.
Avril is over in Canada with her parents, I was told over twitter by a mate of mine that she is doing a few concerts whilst over there. Her and myself don't really talk anymore.
It has been a week since Avril has left though, I'm finally off from my recording for two weeks. I have already recorded two songs. My manager Kasey Byson, as well as the head of Sony Music Australia label, are putting my song "Blind in Love" which is going to be my debut single but they are testing it on the radio stations all around Australia.
My phone rings from where it hides in the pocket of my track pants. Grabbing it out I see it is my manager, I instantly answer it without hesitation.
"Sophie?" Kasey asks like always, since the time Jordy answer the phone and Kasey just started talking to her without bothering to make sure it is me.
"Yeah! What's up Kasey?" I ask curiously as to what I had to do now.
"As of in 15 days your song Blind in Love will be on radio stations in Sydney then hopefully other states of Australia," she says, I can tell she is smiling a brilliant smile on the other side of the phone.
"So.. What happens after it is released?" I ask her with curiosity clearly in my tone as well as nervous of not knowing.
"It will be released as a single. Well actually it will be you debut single."
"Then we keep working on my album?"
"Yes, we will try our best to get it done. But we don't want to push you because it is hard for someone so young."
I spent an hour on the phone with Kasey. She helped me understand what will be happening and that if it is all too much at one time I can have as long as I need to get back to where I need to be to be able to go back to recording which is me working.
I now lay on my bed in my favourite black track pants along with my black t-shirt with the batman symbol on the front. I also wear my black batman socks that have batman symbols all over.
I'm watching the morning batman cartoons, I'm way to lazy and depressed to do anything else.
I'm depressed and sad because.. I MISS AVRIL! I haven't wanted to do anything since the day she left to head to Canada to see her family. The day she left, that was day she told me she was going. She gave me no warning!
I miss her like crazy, I feel this pain in my chest that aches for her touch, her lips and that sexy body of hers. I just can't believe that we got so close only for myself to be let down and left heart broken.
Jordy walks into my room, she turns off my tv playing my obvious sign I'm depressed.. Cartoon Batman!
"I've had enough of you being miserable and depressed. We are going out. Get dressed and ready to go in 30 minutes so you better get your ass up now!" Jordy demands in a tone telling me I can't object.
I get up, I walking into the bathroom stripping off before jumping in the shower. Turning on the taps, water cascades down over my naked body. I adjust the temperature to where it nearly burns my skin, that's exactly how I like it.
I take 15 minutes before I drag my lazy ass out the shower, I wrap the towel around my dripping body.
I walk into my walk in closet, I grab out my set of black underwear and bra, black pierce the veil band tee, black skinny jeans, black hooded jacket, black and white Bonds socks and my favourite black converses with white stars all over them.
I spend the next 15 minutes getting dressed, doing my make up and my hair. I look in the mirror, hating everything, I guess I can understand why Av would never ever go for me..
We end up standing in front of this pet shop. Jordy holding my hand, she pulls me inside the store despite me resisting. I'm dragged until we stop, there are all these different puppies, but I'm drawn to one certain kind. Dalmatians! I pick up this beautiful little Dalmatian puppy, I look straight into the little ones eye. I cuddle it to my chest as the woman who was behind the counter walks up to me.
"Can I help you miss?" She asks in the most stuck up voice, she doesn't even bother to smile a fake smile for the sake of her job.
"I want this one!" I say to the woman in front of myself, as well as Jordy.
She looks at me with a knowing look. I hold this most adorable puppy to my chest not wanting to let go.
"It's a boy," the rude woman say.
I lay on my bed with this adorable puppy upon my chest fast asleep. He is the cutest thing I have ever laid eyes upon in my life, he has this gorgeous nature. I named him Rockstar, because I had him laying on my chest whilst playing my guitar..
I watch Pretty Little Liars whilst laying in bed with Rockstar fast asleep upon my chest. Suddenly,y phone vibrates, singing "What the Hell", letting me know Avril was ringing me. I answer it.
"Hey Avril," I say causality, wondering now of all times why I'm hearing from her.
"Hey Soph, I was wondering how it is going and if you guys are keeping the house clean?" Avril asks searching for an conversation.
"It is kind of clean, we just have got an new member to the house..,"I say slowly, not even finishing my own sentence.
"What do you mean?" She asks not understanding.
"Umm..," I just say, my mind traveling off not even taking in Rockstar who is sitting on my chest asleep.
"Sophie Skylar Jasmine Scott! Tell me!" Avril orders.
"I got a puppy..," I blurt out.