Building up my courage, I finally open the door, and there she is...
My eyes fall on her as she lays there so lifeless, the only sign she is alive is her chest rising and falling. My heart just aches for her to just open her eyes and see her smile up at me. I look over her, her blonde hair lays in a matted mess under her head, her face as pale as the white hospital blanket that covers her lifeless body. Her body is covered in tubes, along with wires that I can't even see where they were coming from or where they lead to. My heart stops as I look at her mouth, the source of the only reason her chest rises and falls lays there. She's on a ventilator..
Tears fall down my cheeks as I walk over to her hospital bed. I climb on, Cuddling up to her side, I whisper in her ear,"I love you Sophie..."
I lay on my bed, tears still making their way down my face with the remainder of my black eyeliner and mascara. My eyes hurt from the hours of crying, it hasn't changed since the moment I saw her yesterday. I'm constantly crying, the only time I get a break is when I fall asleep, but only to wake up crying once again.
I haven't heard anything from Avril, I have a strong feeling she has landed.
I lay in bed with Rockstar cuddled up to me. I can tell he misses Sophie like crazy, but he is putting up with me for now. I just think he is picking up something is very wrong, he stay cuddled up to me all day while I cry.
My phone rings as it sits on my bed side table. Picking it up the screen reads "Brooke". The normal smile that instantly appears on my lips is nowhere near in site as I answer my phone.
"Hello..?" I ask her, not even trying to sound like I was okay.
"Are you okay?" Brooke asked from the other end of the phone, I can tell she is worried about me.
"Yeah..,"I say barely even get the word out.
"You don't sound it."
"I'm okay.. Just tired."
"Okay.. Well I will be over there in 15 minutes," she says quickly before hanging up not even giving me time to protest.
Brooke is this gorgeous girl with brown hair down to her shoulder blades, blue eyes to die for, she is only about 5 foot 2. She is slim with a very nice body. She also happens to have an English accent as well as be on a UK tv show called Coronation Street.
I met Brooke when I was 14 years old, I was staying in apart of London with my older sister Jaimee. Jaimee moved to London as soon as she turned 18 years old. That year I first went over to England to see her she had only been living there about a year and a half. Brooke was only a year older then myself. She was already 18 years old, she had come over to visit me since I hadn't seen her since last year, I guess she just missed me.
The door bell rings loudly throughout the house, getting to my feet Rockstar follows close behind. I get to the door, picking him up before opening the door.
Brooke stood in front of me, her face looked over my own before traveling to my body. A concerned look appeared on her face as I waited for her to walk in. She said nothing as she walked passed me. Shutting the door behind us I turn around looking at the always beautiful looking Brooke Vincent.
"Wow... Just wow... You look like a fucking mess!" That is all that she said, her eyes scanned every part of my body.
"Hmm..," is all I say, I don't have the energy or effort to make a better response.
"You have black smeared down your cheeks from your eyes. Your hair is a mess. You look like you have been in those clothes for way too long! And your holding a puppy," she says pointing out everything I had just continuously avoided to do over the last day or so.
"Okay, I've had enough. Hand me the puppy and get your ass into the shower Jordan," Brooke says in a tone all to well I knew to be her don't mess with me tone.
Giving her Rockstar I walk up stairs and down to the bathroom. Opening the door I walk in stripping off as I shut the door behind me. Standing in the shower I turn the water on letting it cascade down over my body. I just stand there thinking how could this happen..? Tears roll down my cheeks, as I slip down to the ground with my knees to my chest hiding my face as tears fall uncontrollably from my eyes.
I don't know how long I was in there crying my heart out before the door opened. Brooke walked in, not bothering to shut the door behind herself. I just cry, not even stopping once the water stops running. I feel a warm towel being wrapped around my now shaking cold body.
"Jordan, you need to get up out of here. Please just get up," she begs me, I can hear the pleading in her voice.
I feel arms pull me up from the ground, I just hold onto her. The towel drops to the floor but I don't care, I just cling to her as I cry my eyes out.
"Umm.... Jordan... Your... Umm.... Naked..."
I just look into her eyes, snuggling into her not care I was naked cuddling her.
I feel her move away from me. A towel is once again around my shivering body, she wraps her arms around me guiding me back into my room.
Sitting me down on my bed, she looks into my eyes. She walks up to my pushing me down onto the bed.
I feel her eyes burn through me as I'm pushed down onto the bed, my eyes widening. I keep my eyes locked firmly with hers, her once blue eyes now blackening as lust fills them. She crawls on top of me, sitting on my hips, her knees either side of me. She runs her soft fingertips over my cheek as a smile forms on her plump, pink lips. "Just relax, let me make you feel good" she said in a soft voice. I went to speak but stopped as I felt her lips press to my neck planting little kisses behind the nape of my ear as goosebumps appear on my skin. I find myself running my fingers through her her as this new feeling stirs inside me. She sucks softly at the pulse point on my neck as I give in and place my hands on her thighs, a soft moan escaping my lips. I tilt my head to the side giving her full access as she bites my neck in the softest of ways and pulls away slowly, teasing me. She looks into my now lust clouded eyes with her own. I bring my hands up from her thighs and place them on the side of her face as I lean in and kiss her lips. I run my tongue along her bottom lip, begging for entrance. She parts her lips as one of my hands slide down her body and under her shirt. I pull at her shirt as I bite her lip playfully, I break the kiss as I throw her a playful grin. Letting her know that I want this as much as she does. She giggles at me and removes the towel from me. I grin and lift her shirt up and over her head, followed by the removal of her pants and her bra. So she's left in nothing but her underwear. This time it's me pushing her down onto her back as I kiss her, my hands running up her toned stomach to her breasts. Not too small, not too big, just perfect. I softly caress her breasts, rolling her nipples between my thumb and forefinger, she moans into my mouth and I whimper at the sound of her pleasure. I break the kiss once again to kiss down her neck, her fingers are now tangled in my hair, pressing me closer to her skin, begging for more. I take my chance and slowly but softly sink my teeth into her soft flesh. Her grip tightens on my hair as she moans a soft moan. I bite a little harder then pull away and smirk at her, she wriggles her hips in disapproval at my pausing. I trail my fingertips down her stomach and run my fingers along the band of her underwear, she gives a slight nod letting me know it's okay. At that moment I slip my hand inside her underwear. I lean in and kiss her chest a few times before sucking on each nipple softly. I look back up at her, her eyes shut and her lip caught between her teeth. I watch her face intently as I run my middle finger along her wetness, I say to her in a seductive voice "someone's just a bit wet for me" before I slide my middle finger inside her, causing her to buck her hips and moan. I slowly and softly finger her as I study her facial expression, my thumb reaching up and beginning to draw tight circles around her clit. Her eyes open and I lock my eyes with her smirking at her as I add a second finger. Her mouth opening into a subtle "o" before she lifts her hips of the bed and grips the sheets around her tightly. I kiss up her stomach, to her lips and kiss her deeply. My fingers and thumb working faster. This time she breaks the kiss; "Ahh! J.. Jordan" she whimpers. I know she's getting close so I shift my body down and remove my fingers. I slide her underwear off and spread her legs as I position myself between them. I hook my arms under her thighs and pull her close to me, her center only an inch or two away from my face. I plant a small kiss on her clit before sucking it into my mouth, flicking it with my tongue every so often. Her hips buck so I have to hold her firmly to the bed. She grabs a handful of my hair and pulls as I suck on her clit. "I'm so, so close Jordan. D.. Don't stop!" She begs as I slide two of my fingers inside her and curl them, making sure to rub against her g-spot. Her grip on my hair gets tighter and tighter, she screams in pleasure loudly before her thighs shut tightly around my head, her back arches and moans fill the room. I slow my fingers and release her clit, helping her ride out her orgasm. I take my fingers out as soon as her thighs go weak and loosen from around my head. I look up at her, her chest rising and falling at a quick rate, I can also hear her panting. She smiles at me as I crawl up yo her side and kiss her cheek. "How was that?" I say, giggling slightly.
"That was, amazing! But, I was planning on fucking you." She says in a cheeky tone.
"Early bird catches the worm!" I exclaim as I walk over to the bathroom, I hear footsteps behind me and turn to see Brooke's tight little body following after me.
My spirit was do detached from my body. No pain I felt, no emotions and no love. I felt like I was just floating here in the realm of nothing.
I look up above me, flooded with this bright light. It was exactly what they told you would happen when they take you to heaven when your body has finally given in. I could see the bright light, as I start to walk towards it, all I hear loudly echo.
"I love you Sophie.."