A girl named Sophie is homeless and has been through the hardest times a 16 year old girl should not have to go through. One day when she goes into a coffee shop to see if there was any work going, she bumps into a woman who turns out to be Avril Lavigne who is someone she was looked up to all her life. She helps Avril out the way of being hurt by a mob of people wanting her autograph and some who just don't like her... Avril instantly has this weird attraction toward Sophie that she has never felt before towards any girl. When she finally finds out Sophie is homeless and lives on the streets it breaks her heart, but what happens when they kiss...? What happens when Avril starts to find out about the dark things that have made Sophie a cold person...? This story was named Darlin' after the song Darlin' by Avril Lavigne. Even though this story is based in 2010 which is before that song even came out of Avril's 4th studio album Goodbye Lullaby. I thought the song suited what this story


6. A Home Shouldn't Be Like That, Jordy


I lick her bottom lip asking for entry into her mouth, she allowed and our tongues touched. She was the one to break the kiss, I only allow her to take in a couple of breaths before I lock her lips with my own once again, this time she is the one to deepen the kiss. 

I hold onto Avril with all my strength, I don't want to let her go. My hands hold onto her sides as her hand are just on top of my legs which is where I put them when I sat on her lap. I just keep kissing her until I feel hands pushing against my shoulders, I am pushed right off her lap only to hit the floor with a loud thud.

"What the fuck?" I shout at her, I pick myself up from the floor and run for the door.

I bolt out the door, I have my wallet in the back pocket of my black skinny jeans. I remembered my iPhone was in my front pocket of my skinny jeans, I pull it out so I can call Jordy. I look through my phone until I come across her number, I dial the number and hold the phone to my ear. 

"Hey Sophie, what's up?" she asks me, her voice didn't sound so down like the last time I talked to her.

"Hey Jordy, could you come meet me at that coffee shop I told you about?" I ask her with pleading clear in my voice, I know it won't take much to get her to agree to it. 

I had been given $500, my father left it for me so when I came out of hospital I had money so I couldn't complain to him that I had none. I walk down the streets, I take back streets like I always have. I had run from Avril's house, I knew that she would not catch up to me it was so obvious. 


I sit here waiting for Jordy to arrive, just as I'm about to text her to ask her where she is she walks through the door. She is looking so god damn amazing, she smiles at me as she walks over to the table. I stand up to give her a huge hug, she hugs me back along with giving me a kiss on the cheek. 

"Hey Soph, it is really good to see you again,'' she says to me locking eye contact with me, her piercing blue eyes just look deep into my soul without me letting them.

"Hey Jordy, It is really good to see you too," I say with a smile coming to my lips, I had really missed her, I think she has become my bestfriend and that's why I have missed her so much.

We both sit down, we talk about everything that has been happening since the last time we saw each other. I even tell her what happened with Avril, she was really shocked about it since she sees Avril still as Avril Lavigne the rockstar. 

Jordy told me about how things at home for her really hasn't changed, her father was still a full on drunk a long with her mother still into drugs, she admitted to me that her father had beat her up quite a few times since being home. It really hard to see someone having to go through something like that, I instinctively take her hand in might to try to comfort her from this side of the table.

"Jordy, I want you to come stay with tonight just to get away from it for a day. You can come and stay whenever as well as stay whenever you need," I say to her staring into her eyes, I squeeze her hand giving her a sincere smile.

"I need to go back to my house to get some clothes,'' she says to me pulling her hand away from mine, she picks up her handbag and walks out the coffee shop.

I get up running out after Jordy, I pull her to stop and turn her around to face me,"Where are you going Jordy?''

"I'm going home."

"I will come with you. You're coming back with me tonight because I need a cuddle buddie again," I say to her giving her my signture look, it is a sad look that everyone falls for.

"Ok Soph," she says giving me a little fake smile, she takes my hand entwining our fingers we walk along the streets heading for her house.



We walk up to her house, she walks up to the front door unlocking it. She walks in leaving me outside, I know me going in there would make things worse so I stay put. 

It took about 15 minutes for Jordy to come out with a backpack and two big duffle bags. I take one, Jordy takes her backpack and other duffle bag as we walk back towards where we had came from in the start. She doesn't even try to look at me, I know something is wrong so I stop her in her tracks.

"Somethings up and your not telling me,'' I say confronting her about it, I can see her face fall so I instantly pull her into a hug.

We start to walk again, she takes my hand entwining our fingers, we walk holding hands and it feels pretty normal to me actually. I open the door knowing Avril wouldn't have locked it whilst I wasn't here, she pushes the door open letting herself and Jordy in. 




I walk out only to see Sophie with her friend she met in the ward, they have their fingers entwined to hold hands. I feel this horrible jealousity as well as hurt, I mean just before she was kissing me with so much passion and now she is holding hands with Jordy, she probably already kissed her.

"Avril, Jordy will be staying here for a bit," she says to me flashing me her signture smirk, she knew this was going to hurt me so that is why she did it.

I get fustrated so I shove $700 in her hand, I told her it was only to spend on things such as clothes and shoes. I make my way into my music room that has a couple of my guitars in it as well as some new ones, it also has a drum kit and piano in it. This to me is one of my paradises, I mean music is just something that i enjoy, if I didn't enjoy it then I wouldn't do any kind of music for a career. 




I stop Sophie in the hallway, I lean in kissing her on the lips, I knew that Jordy wasn't here so it was ok to do it.

"Why are you doing this to me?" I ask her as a tear escapes from my eye and rolls down my cheek.

She leans in kissing me, her tongue enters my mouth, our tongues fight for dominance. The kiss was so amazing I really just didn't want to break the kiss at all but I was running out of breath.

I break our kiss taking in a breath of air, she takes in breaths and all I can do is watch her chest go up and down as she breathes. I look into her gorgoeus light green eyes, her eyes look into my own with something I have seen many times. She looks into my eyes with lust filled eyes...




I had a go at Avril yesterday since she doesn't want to be a couple, so now we aren't really talking. I'm in the music room with all Avril's music instruments, I have on of the acoustic guitars sitting on my knee as I get ready to stay to play the song I've been trying to change to my kind of way of singing. 

I start playing the guitar, I sing,"How stubborn are those scars when they won't fade away? Or just a gentle reminder that now are better days? We'll be home soon, So dry your eyes. You'll be okay. (You'll be okay)."

I stop looking to see Avril staring at me whilst she leans against the door frame watching me, I don't know how long she has been there which totally creeps me out. She walks in with this little smile just waiting to become a huge smile on her lips as she drew nearier to me, she sat down across from me looking straight into my eyes making me melt as I look into her blue eyes.

"How come you never told me you could sing?" Av asks me raising her eye brow in curiousity, she smiles at me as she locks eye contact between us.

"Well, I love to sing but I'm not very good," I say knowing all too well that I really am a really bad singer, I had been told that many times by my father.

"Soph, you're so wrong. You can sing and you sound pretty good too!" she says to me with a huge smile on her face, she really means it as she grabs one of the other acoustic guitars.

She sits it carefully on her knee, she starts to play the obvious intro into the song The Way She Feels by Between The Trees, I'm guessing she decided to play that song since the music was out sitting in the stand so she could see it to play it, I put the video camera on to film us whilst I sing.

"She's upset 

Bad day 

Heads for the dresser drawer to 

Drive her pain away

Nothing good can come of this.

She opens it there's nothing

There is only left over tears

Mom and dad had no right she screams

As the anger runs down both of her cheeks.

Then she closed her eyes

Found relief in a knife

The blood flows as she cries

All alone the way she feels

Left alone to deal with all the pain-drenched sorrow relief

Bite the lip, just forget the bleeding

Then she closed her eyes

Found relief in a knife

The blood flows as she cries

Woah, oh

Then she closed her eyes

Found relief in a knife

The blood flows as she cries

Curled up she's on the floor

Relief left her she had hoped for something more

From it (hoped for something more)

From it

He leans down to comfort her

She is weeping and He

Wraps His arms around

And around and around and...


The deeper you cut

The deeper I hurt

The deeper you cut

It only gets worse

Gets worse

Now she's slowly opening...

Yeah she's slowly opening

New eyes...

She opened her eyes

And found relief in His life

And put down her knives

Woah, oh

She opened her life

And found relief through His eyes

And put down

She put down her knife," I sing.


After I finish singing the song I turn the camera off with a huge smile on my face, it really did sound amazing to me. I couldn't contain my smile at all, Avril put the guitar back in the holder as she got up from her seat. 

"Soph, you should really put that up on youtube, people will absolutely love it," Avril says to me with a cute little smile on her lips, she walks up to my kissing my forehead before she walks out the room all together.

I decide she is right, so I upload my video onto youtube and silly me forgetting that Avril Lavigne was in it. I smile at the fact that nearly as soon as I put my video up that everyone was liking it as well as commenting. I look at the comments to realise everyone loved Avril not me! I started to feel shit until I got this one inbox on my youtube channel which I had set up only days ago, it said:

"Hey, I just wanted to say you are very cute. I mostly wanted to tell you that I think you sing really well so keep at it."

I start to feel something like something made me want to keep going with music. I had actually learnt to play guitar as a really young girl at about the age of 8 years old, I started learning piano/keyboard when I was quite young, I was 5 years old when I started learning. I just loved playing both so much it was the hardest thing to live without once I was kicked out onto the streets. 




It has been a week since Sophie sang with me playing guitar for her, she has been working so hard in the music room that we have in this house. I have gotten her a keyboard that is top of the class best musical one, I know she will love it but it is a surprise for her. I got her to go out today to find a job so she can legally get emancipated sometime soon, so since she is out I head up to her room with it. I open the door to see posters of myself, The Veronicas, Asking Alexandria, Demi Lovato & Black Veil Brides. It really surprises me to see posters of myself on three different walls along with the other bands and singer, the other wall was white but not anymore, it has her drawings on the wall which actually looks awesome in my opinion. I set up here new keyboard on the stand ready for her to use straight away when she gets home this afternoon. 

There is a knock on the door, I head back down stair to get the door. I open it only to see Jordy, she has a big black eye as well as bruising around her wrists and I'm guessing as well as other body parts. She goes to take a step only to collapse on the ground, I slide my right arm under her bum as well as putting my left arm behind her back. I lift her up using all my strength, I carry her upstairs and into one of the spare rooms at the other end away from my own rooms which is right next to Sophie's. I lay her down on the bed carefully, I sit on the bed cross legged looking at the bruised Jordy.

"Jordy, I'm guessing this is the work of your father, so there is no way in hell I'm letting you go home. I can either call family services or you can stay here with me," I say giving her a smile, I get up to go to get a wet cloth as well as some ice for that black eye, but at that moment it was the first time I noticed she has a busted lip which is why she has blonde on her clothes as well as her face.

I got to my room changing into my bikini, I walk down stairs into the kitchen, I get a cloth and wet it in the sink before I wrap it around the ice pack. I make my way back upstairs with the ice pack in hand, I walk into the room looking at Jordy who could barely move much.

"I want to stay here with you and Sophie,'' she weakly say to me, her eyes lock on my mine and in those blue eyes of her's I can see pain taking over them.

"Well Jordy, I'm going to take everything but your underwear off. I'm going to then carry you to the bathroom and I'm going to sit you in the bath so you can soak. That will hopefully help easy your muscles and help with the bruising," I say to her with easy as I take her pants off, next I take her baggy t-shirt off leaving her in her underwear and bra.

I slowly lift her up from the bed, I carry her into the bathroom and carefully put her down in the bath. I turn on the taps letting the hot as well as cold run into the bath for Jordy, I do not let myself stare at her since it wouldn't be right.

"Jordy, I need to know your size for every bit of clothing as well as shoe size. I will get someone to go buy you some clothes as well as shoes, it is way too dangerous for you to go back there to get your things," I say with sorrow clear in my voice, she just nodded before telling me what I needed to know.



I help Jordy back into her new room, she can actually walk now but can't really hold her own weight. I left the clothes on her bed as well as a pair of womens DC Rebound Hi skate shoes, they look like they will suit Jordy. I make my way back down stairs to wait for Sophie to get home which I'm hoping is really soon. 

Sophie walks in with a huge smile on her face, I knew instantly that she now has a job or something like that. She walks up to me, she smiles before throwing her arms around my neck hugging me tight against her.

"I got a job, it is a full time job and it pays well too," she says beaming, her smile was not fading anytime soon.

"Well Soph, I got some good news for you but also some bad. First I'm going to show you the good new before the bad," I say giving her a smile back at her, her smile had faded a bit which I really didn't like one bit at all.  

I grab her wrist pulling her towards the stair, I turn around to tell her to close her eyes to rely on me. I pick her up to carry her up the stairs so I didn't have to worry about her tripping up them like she does normally when being able to look. I set her down on her own two feet, I grab her wrist pulling her along the hall, I pull her into her room where I go around to stand behind her to cover her eyes with my hands.

"Can I open my eyes yet?" Soph asks in an impatient voice that nearly comes out as whine.

I take my hands away from her eyes, I look at the beautiful girl in front of me standing there waiting to open her eyes to see what the surprise is, I say to her with excitement," Open!"

She opens her eyes, she looks at the keyboard in front of herself, a huge smile appears on her lips. She turns around to look at me, her hands cup my face before she crashes her lips upon my own, she licks my bottom lip asking for entry, I instantly part my lips just as bit more and her tongue enters my mouth with easy. 

We finally break from the kiss, I look into her eyes seeing so much happiness in them and it really hurt knowing that once I show her Jordy that this smile will fade. I grab her wrist pulling her back out the doorway, I pull her back down the hallway to the room in which Jordy lays in on the bed. 

We walk in the room, I look over to Sophie only to see her smile instantly fade only for a blank expression to replace it. I stay at the door way as Sophie walks in straight up to Jordy, she sits up cross legged so Sophie sits cross legged facing her.

"Jordy, what happened?" Sophie ask still with no emotion filling her features, she seems to be so detached from Jordy as well as everyone else.

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