A bang startles Louis and makes him wake up. The banging continues and he has no idea where it's coming from. The sun shining through the bathroom window hurts his eyes. He rubs his eyes and his vision is cleared so he stands up. As he stands he feels dizzy and there is a throbbing pain in his head. Too much alcohol.
"Fuck." The banging is still created and it seems to make Louis' headache worse.
It takes a while for Louis to realize that someone is banging on the bathroom door.
"Did I really sleep in here?" he asks himself.
Louis groans and turns the sink on. He washes his face and hands. The banging continues and he gets quite annoyed.
"Hold on!" he shouts and the banging stops. Louis is already in a really bad mood, he doesn't need some asshole making his headache worse.
He opens the door and sees a guy dancing trying to hold it in. Louis can't help but laugh and move out of the way for the guy. The guy glares at Louis, but enters the bathroom in a hurry slamming the door behind him.
He looks around and sees nothing, but sweaty bodies on the floor and red cups everywhere. Nobody else seems to be awake in the big house.
He makes his way to the kitchen and figures he'd take a cup of water.
Louis then tries looking for the rest of his band mates. In disappointment he only finds three of the four. He figured that Harry left with Eleanor last night. Why wouldn't they? They are dating after all. He sighs and waits for the other lads to get their stuff to leave.
If Harry knew, Louis would be embarrassed, maybe even humiliated. Louis wouldn't be able to be in the same room as Harry.
But, Harry does know that Louis is gay. Harry knew that, but Louis didn't want Harry knowing more than that.
He knows that if Harry knew Louis was in love with him, he'd feel bad, bad that he couldn't love back and Louis didn't want to go through that either.
This was all just a complicated mess, and sometimes Louis wished he didn't love Harry. He wished he loved another man that was capable of loving back, hell he even wishes he was straight.